"A gift." One guard says to someone else in the room as he leaves.
I groan in pain and scrunch myself into a ball, squeezing my eyes shut. Seconds later I hear shuffling and then someone is beside me.
"Y/N?" Asks a voice. No- Bucky's voice.
My whole body relaxes and I let out a soft breath.
He's ok.
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Staying together has always been the most important thing to Y/N Rogers. After the death of her mother left her an orphaned 15-year-old, her friendship with her older brother Steve and best friend Bucky mattered more than ever. She latched onto them, finding some bittersweet solace in their closeness. In turn, they finished raising her. The three were inseparable. Even now, six years later, nothing has changed. So when Bucky and Steve both leave to fight in the war the last thing she's going to do is stay in Brooklyn. Nothing's too far if it keeps their trio together. Not leaving everything she knows behind, not shoving down feelings she's refused to acknowledge for years, not even risking her life time and time again.
It's the kind of commitment fueled by an infinite amount of love, but guaranteed to end in disaster, every single time.
BOOK ONE IN THE EDELWEISS SERIES
BOOK TWO: I WATCHED THE SKY CRUMBLE
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CONTENT WARNINGS: graphic torture, violence, death, loss of identity, themes surrounding sexual assault and predatory sexual behavior between adults, sexual themes, brief anxiety, PTSD, smut, ANGST, swearing.
Please feel free to point out typos! (Just be polite about it)- also please keep in mind before passing judgment that this entire book was written over the course of my 8th grade school year
Started - October 2020
Finished - July 2021 (Being edited)
All characters and events (other than ones of my own creation) belong to Marvel.
She falls in love with Bucky Barnes from the moment she sees him. Bucky, still in love with a woman from his past, hates Y/N and plans to make her life miserable. To both their dismay, they are assigned together to go undercover into The Capitol for six months. There, they develop a heartbreaking friend with benefits agreement.
WARNINGS: Enemies to lovers trope, sharing a bed trope, friends with benefits trope, temporarily unrequited love, heavy and angry sex, heavy on the angst, and very strong language. Some toxic relationship elements that could be triggering. These include triggering verbal fighting, emotionally abusive relationship, mild physical altercations, and suicidal thoughts. Very sexual. Almost every chapter after chapter 16.
!! 18 + ONLY please. !!
MODERN AU. Dystopian. RATED M/ R
18+ ONLY. 🔞 no minors. Please, please, please. If you are underage and tempted to read, please do not.
MAJOR Character Death. Pregnancy.
This book is technically a "series". It consists of 2 Books (2 parts), Book 1 (Part 1) is Ashens (The Society) and Book 2 (Part 2) is Saving Our Destiny (Doma). Both books are located within the same "Ashens" book, so no need to look for book 2. It just continues on. Both are complete. There are also two endings to this story, depending on how your heart is. Daisy's story to be continued.
#1 Buckybarnesfanfic April 2021
Note from the writer:
I'd just like to make this clear that I wrote the synopsis and outline for this story two years before the pandemic hit. This story is in no way based off of it. Any terminology and things said are based off this story only and something that is completely fiction and was written years before covid-19. The virus in this story is a turned flesh eating bacteria. Think Maze Runner.