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His Eyes... Makes The Stars Look Like Their Not Shining.... He's So Beautiful...

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Parts 8
Time 53m

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Alexander Hamilton has PTSD. He developed the disorder when he went through a terrible experience when he was a child. Feeling alone and neglected from his for his sexuality orentation; because yes, he is gay, amd his paremts didn't accept him for it or anything really. Watching his mother die right next to him hurt him in a way nobody would understand. Along with seeing his cousin commit suicide and his father and brother leaving, has left him all alone. He is heartbroken. And doesn't know what to do, he accepted that nobody would ever want someone like him until a certain boy with blonde hair and blue eyes comes in, will he begin to accept and love himself for who he is and learn to fall in love and just... Be himself? 

John Laurens was a happy lawyer living his dream. He had a glittering career, a beautiful home, and a loving pet Dalmation dog named Oreo, and a successful business, realizes something is missing. He doesn't have a partner. Raped at the age of twelve multple times, has shattered his identity. And makes him be afraid to fall in love, he was a proud happy gay guy on the outside, but on the inside, he was full of insecurity and didn't know how to leave the past behind him and leanr to look ahead, thinks again when an adorable little ginger haired boy with bright blue eyes and freckles steps in changes his life forever. They've both went theough a lot and are still wondering: Can I just love myself for who I am? Join the both of them and the rest of the wacky happy Hamilton gang on a crazy dramatic journey that will definitely be a wild ride!All Rights Reserved

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Mr Jefferson is Coming Home (Jamilton) by HardRockLikeLancelot

1789: Thomas Jefferson returns from France and meets Alexander Hamilton for the first time. It's hatred at first sight, but it will eventually change into something none of them would ever have imagined. Set in the 18th century, the two political enemies will have to overcome their own fears and to hide their love, while trying to build their new nation. (Jamilton / past Lams) ***And then it happened. Jefferson looked away from Burr for just a second and fixed his eyes on Alexander's. Alex's heart stopped and he felt his blood running cold into his veins - what should he do? Should he nonchalantly walk out of that damned alley, or run away, or what? He was trying to think fast, but in the end he just stayed there, frozen on his spot by Jefferson's smug stare. For what it seemed to be a lifetime, Thomas's brown eyes held his gaze, tying Alexander's blue, wide eyes to his, reading his very soul like an open book. Then, he winked and turned to Burr again, acting as if nothing had happened. Alex abruptly retreated into the deep shadows of the alley, breathing hard and sweating as if he'd just had an epiphany. Five seconds. Just five insignificant seconds and his world had been turned upside down.*** Cover picture credits to --> hello.im.jade on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hello.im.jade/

Guardian Demon ✔ | Lams by LamsLee_18

Alexander Hamilton, the embodiment of evil, the Devils right hand man, torturer of souls and killer of the weak. He flies through the human world killing people who's times run out. He loves his job and follows every rule the Devil gives him. Hell is his rightful home. One day Alexander is asighed to take a soul from a teenage boy, John Laurens who is about to commit suicide, but instead of taking Johns soul, he saves it. Alex doesn't know why he's helping the boy out. but John is so...unique. In his own way. Without realizing it Alexander became some sort of guardian to this guy, and does what he can to protect him.

fake smiles~ (a lams story) by EddieIsFuckingBaby

John is in his second year of college and he has a dorm with his best friend alexander hamilton! John has had feelings for alexander since they meet in the 6th grade. John knows all abot alexander, his past, sexuality and other stuff. It wasn't untill Alexander started dating Thomass Jeffershit (damn roasted) john fell into a a sad angry jealousy. John looks at Alex with Thomass and thinks 'you could be more happy with me' but John knew he could not ruin his best friends relationship, so he waited. One day he looked at alex and his smile looked so forced. Fake smiles. (oof side story next to one shots rip) maybe smut ;3 lots of gay ness self harm abuse maybe rape (idfk) If any of the things above make you uneasy then dont read or look at warning before the story on the top of the page.

Broken Lams Modern AU {High School} {Soulmates} {Mature} {Completed} by MamaTurtle4427

Alexander Hamilton is broken. He's the new kid with a tragic past and a strange look at a school where everyone knows everyone, and he's the latest in a long line of targets for... well, everyone. He wants to hate people so much that he doesn't want to meet his soulmate. Ever. John Laurens is broken. But no one knows it. On the outside he looks fine: just your average hippie, always smiling, always toting around a ukulele that he plays in the halls for anyone who frowns. But what they don't know is worse than anything they've ever experienced. In a world where everyone has soulmates, what happens when two very different boys connect in a way that no one would expect? Characters belong to Lin-Manuel Miranda/Hamilton/Uh... Their historical selves??? Cover art by BeckyShecky ⚠️ Warning: Mature language, derogatory language, abuse, rape, self-harm, suicide, murder, death ⚠️

I'm Yours(Lams College AU) by simplyhamilton

John Laurens: A boy who has lived in South Carolina until he was ten. Homeschool until his senior year of high school. He was finally being enrolled at King's College after attending NYU for a year. He was never very social and only had a few friends. Not to mention he was gay. Alexander Hamilton: Orphan and Carribean immigrant. His father left at 10, his mom died at 12, and his cousin committed suicide at 17. He was on his own. Never went to school until he started his Sophomore year at King's College. For these two boys. Everything will change once they discover that they are roommates. How will this effect them? Story contains Lams, Mullette, a little Jeffmads, Thomgelica, Meggy, and other ships. All characters belong to Lin Manuel Miranda. I do not own Hamilton nor it's characters Started: July 10, 2017 Completed: January 7, 2018

Philophobia [Jamilton] by FlowerLafayette

Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! *Rape *Kidnapping *Panic attacks *Self Harm *Slurs

Roses Of Mist [Lams//Boyxboy] ✔️ by axstheticbean

John Laurens is a shy 15 year old, in the closet. His only wish of this school year, is to be more confident about himself. Make friends. Maybe even get a boyfriend. Alexander Hamilton, an 18 year old senior, popular, and has a girlfriend named Eliza. Little did anyone know, girls aren't his only preference. (I know that Laurens is the one that's 3 years older, but John sounds cute as a shy kid. I also know this is probably crappy, and ive changed some details, such as Lafayette being three years older than Laurens instead of three years younger, and ive made relations between characters that aren't real. But i love Hamilton and i ship Lams). Cover made by me. Art in the cover photo isn't mine. Credit to the artist. This is all pretty badly written so be warned. There's also a part two but it's on hiatus.

(LAMS) Oh! So this is Love by Sole_0107

A LAMS au love story "What is love?" That is the question Alexander Hamilton is unable to answer. To be honest... who can blame him? How can someone like him ever be able to experience love? Maybe John Laurens can teach Alexander a thing or two about love. [[ warning: smut ]] English it is not my first language so please have mercy on me. The characters do NOT belong to me. And last but not least I do not own the cover pic. Credit goes to the amazing artist. Most impressive ranking: #8 - schyulersisters

Save Me·Jamilton by MicahArctic

Alexander Hamilton was just a normal 18 year old but when he meets Thomas Jefferson everything changes. He had it all, a good boyfriend, a good adoptive family, a good group of friends. The two couldn't be more different and yet, they are so similar. Thomas Jefferson was a 20 year old who was the brother to Lafayette. He thought of Alexander as Annoying but it went from loathing to something more. Alex was a college Freshman while Thomas was a college Junior. They became enemies ever since the first encounter but Thomas can't deny how he really feels. Encounter after encounter, they learn more than they would like until everything comes lose. And getting stuck as Roommates doesn't make it any better.

$Thinking Of Me {Lams} (COMPLETE) by Micah_Eagle1$

(THIS STORY IS COMPLETE) John has always been able to hear the thoughts of people who liked him. He's always heard girls voices all around him. 'He's so cute!!' 'Oh my gosh he looked at me!!!!!' John has always been gay so this gets annoying rather quickly. 'Wow...he's incredible...' Then one day John hears the voice of his best friend Alexander Hamilton... 'Nobody is this adorable...it should be a crime...' Despite being shocked that he was hearing a boys thoughts... 'Could he be more amazing?' Maybe John has fallen for his best friend too... (THIS STORY IS COMPLETE)

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Mr Jefferson is Coming Home (Jamilton)

1789: Thomas Jefferson returns from France and meets Alexander Hamilton for the first time. It's hatred at first sight, but it will eventually change into something none of them would ever have imagined. Set in the 18th century, the two political enemies will have to overcome their own fears and to hide their love, while trying to build their new nation. (Jamilton / past Lams) And then it happened. Jefferson looked away from Burr for just a second and fixed his eyes on Alexander's. Alex's heart stopped and he felt his blood running cold into his veins - what should he do? Should he nonchalantly walk out of that damned alley, or run away, or what? He was trying to think fast, but in the end he just stayed there, frozen on his spot by Jefferson's smug stare. For what it seemed to be a lifetime, Thomas's brown eyes held his gaze, tying Alexander's blue, wide eyes to his, reading his very soul like an open book. Then, he winked and turned to Burr again, acting as if nothing had happened. Alex abruptly retreated into the deep shadows of the alley, breathing hard and sweating as if he'd just had an epiphany. Five seconds. Just five insignificant seconds and his world had been turned upside down. Cover picture credits to --> hello.im.jade on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hello.im.jade/