If we love again [Kyungsoo]

"In the past of 5 years we've married, do you ever loved me?"

He looked at me, without saying a words turn his back and leaving me hanging with the question that I wanted to ask badly. His behavior turns cold, he doesn't even come home as early as he should neither do he ever tried to talk to me about our current situation. Maybe this is the end of our relationship, maybe I was the one who putting an effort, while giving all he doesn't even want to receive any. With a hazy mind, I stepped into the balcony and smoked. Letting out a bitter laugh and just stare into nothingness. I guess, it's a goodbye?