He Is Alone. (An Angsty Anxceit Story)
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Last published Sat, Mar 19, 2022
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Book description:
Janus is Deceit, the master of lies. Lying comes naturally to him, he doesn't even have to think about it anymore; Not that he really has a choice anyways.
"How was your day, Janus?" Good.
"Did you sleep well, Janus?" Yes.
"Are you alright, Janus?" Yes.
The questions never even seem to enter his brain before he gives an answer.
Ever since revealing his name and gaining the trust of Patton and Thomas, it seems as though everyone else is against him. It seems as though Vi-... Anxiety.. hates him even more; while Roman has become even more critical of his presence. While Logan doesn't seem to dislike him, he doesn't trust him either.
His only friend before now, Remus, has kicked him out of the Darksides, and forced him to become Grey.
He has no home, no friends; and his pride will not allow him to open up to the few people that seem to like him.
He is alone.
Au stuff:
Spider!Virgil
Octopus!Remus
Depressed!Janus
Aro/Ace!Patton
Nonbinary!Remy
If i need to add more let me know :>
Ships:
Anxceit
Intrulogical
Implied remile
Trigger warnings will be at the beginning of each chapter, and will have this emoji around it: ⚠️
This will mostly be Janus and Virgil, but it'll also have Remus and Logan stuff in there.
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