⚠TW: Angst, anxi3ty disorder, eating d!sorder, s3lf h@rm, @tt3mpt3d $uic!de⚠
I based this story off of a roleplay I am in. I may be obsessed with but, and sometimes, it is all I can think about. So I thought, why not make it into a story? I will describe the problems here: (⚠TW⚠)
Remus- oh boy. Trauma, eating disorder, depression, falling a lot (cause of the eating disorder)
Roman- some Trauma, not as much, eating disorder
Logan- anxiety disorder, blaming everything on himself
Virgil- eating disorder, depression, does attempt.
Janus- hiding his emotions (he isn't in the rp much, so I'll most likely improvise on him)
Patton- hiding his emotions, fear of everybody leaving, nightmares
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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