Pretty? check. Beautiful voice? check. Terrifyingly brutal past? checkity check check.
Those are all the things you'll need to make a perfect Natasha Sanderson.
Read at your own risk, please note that this book is full of cringiness my 11 year old ass back then wrote but i do kind of like 'Even if you dont mean it' so I recommend you read that if you ever want to read this book. :)