Letters to Him
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Ongoing11m
Last published Mon, Oct 12, 2020
Hey Guys,
So I know this writing style is very different from my usual published writing style, however, I'm not sure if any of you guys know this but I am a very emotional writer and never really published my work because I never wanted to show that vulnerable side of myself, however, I recently have gone through a very bad breakup and one that has left me devastated.
This story is an accumulation of all the writing I have written throughout my life that is very personal to me.
I will be posting the written work I wrote about my ex
The breakup was very recent and happened due to a few complications with family and things that need to be done in order for our future to work that he needs to fix.
**PLEASE NO HATE OR JUDGEMENT THIS IS VERY PERSONAL TO ME AND I AM SHARING IT BECAUSE I REALIZED THAT SOME MAY BE GOING THROUGH THE SAME THING AS I AM AND IN A WAY IT MIGHT HELP OTHERS HEAL THE SAME WAY WRITING IS HELPING ME GET THROUGH THIS DAY BY DAY**
I am always here to talk and if you guys ever need a friend please feel free to send me a private message. I know its a bit dodgy messaging a stranger but just know I never ever will judge and am a good listener.
Enjoy this story if you guys have any questions lmk
have an awesome fantastic super dooper day
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