God or Love

A young girl finding God after enduring all the havoc the streets and world had to offer. Falling inlove with God then slowly falling inlove with a Preacher who couldn't lead her properly from her past. After finding God she later realized that living for God wasnt no easier than living in the streets you serve different masters and have different kind of insurances but everyday is a consistent battle between you and something or someone else. Changing her life for the better wasn't easy but she put in the time to overcome what was taunting her from her past childhood experiences. Ashley went from dating drug dealers to Preachers, from selling drugs to establishing her own business. Ashley took a chill pill and moved back to her hometown to fix some childhood hurt and it changed her life forever, finding God was the best decision she could have made. Ashley knew the love from God was everlasting and he couldn't leave her, she knew she could depend on God! She couldn't depend on the streets! The change Ashley made with herself and within herself was phenomenal not only because she knew God but because she began to know herself. Ashley saw herself in a light that she could see herself in forever. After the things with the Preacher didn't go as planned she start to get discouraged because he was apart of the other strength needed or well that's at least what she thought. Ashley thought loving a man or being loved by a man could somehow make matters easy being 2 and not 1. Ashely was saddened mistaken when she gotten the short end of the stick and was told that she wasn't good enough to be with the Preacher because of her treacherous past. Little did the Preacher and everyone know that Ashley was OVERLY Qualified she just need time and time wasn't on Ashley side. Ashley dealt with every trail and tribulation that hit her and handled most of the gracefully and the rest not so gracefully while getting it together.