December 3 Dad got drunk again. That's a all he ever does nowadays. When he does he yells at me and calls me a failure and tells me I'm the reason mom left. I know it's true because the people at school tell me that too. I'm worthless, ugly, and a disappointment to this world. it's gotten to the point where I don't even cry. I feel nothing now. that's why I cut. to feel something.All Rights Reserved