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Even Now

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Parts 66
Time 14h 34m

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**Discontinued :(

The year is 1993.
Heroin addict Layne Staley of Seattle rock band Alice In Chains has just had the fear of God put into him following a bandmate's overdose. 
When faced with a simple decision, the butterfly effect comes into play, hurtling Layne into a timeline where events in his life occur as follows: first, Layne moves up the date for his wedding to longtime fiancée Demri Lara Parrott; second, Demri reveals that she's pregnant; third, Layne realizes that he has some confusing, conflicting feelings for his bandmate and best friend, Jerry Cantrell. 

Now Layne must choose between the love of his life, Demri, and Jerry, the man he just can't seem to get out of his head.

*****

"You know that when I lost you, you lost me...
All that summer... in the moonlight... you were dreaming... I was believing..."
- Neil Peart

*****

This really isn't meant to be taken seriously, it's just a fanfic, guys :') I don't want to make anybody uncomfortable, and remember: it's just a STORY: Not true.All Rights Reserved

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