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To Live, Not To Survive

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Reads 102,268
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Parts 38
Time 8h 26m

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"My parents wanted me to live," the girl spit out bitterly. "To  live, not to survive."

A child, a girl who was taken from her life, her past. Abused and forced by Hydra to do wrong, to sin. 

When she becomes free of their grasp and tries to start a small world of her own, she is suddenly stripped away from all of it, not because of Hydra, but because of herself, the monster.


She has no other reason to live.


She is a danger to everybody, a mutation, an unwanted object.

But maybe, a small band of special people, just might change her mind.



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Avengers Fanfic


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STARTED: 2020. OCT
FINISHED:          -
STATUS: CONTINUING



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21.Feb.20 - #1 in SCARLETWITCH
21.Mar.4 - #2 in IRONMAN
21.Apr.11 - #3 in AVENGERS
21.Apr.14 - #20 in MONSTER
21.May.24 - #1 in BLACKWIDOW
21.May.24 - #2 in CAPTAINAMERICA
21.May.24 - #5 in HULK
21.May.25 - #2 in THOR
21.May.29 - #1 in SHIELD
21.Aug.17 - #6 in WARMACHINE
21.Sep.7 - #4 in WINTERSOLDIER
21.Sep.7 - #6 in HYDRA
21.Dec.24 - #4 in HAWKEYEAll Rights Reserved

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Y/N Stark. You are the daughter of the famous Tony Stark. Born in 1990, by a twenty year old Tony Stark. You don't know who your mother is...she was just a one night stand who passed away giving birth to you. Your father didn't want you...At least that's what you thought. Growing up you didn't have the best relationship, he never put you first and liked to hook up with girls and Party instead of being a father. In 2006, at the age of sixteen you were kidnapped when you had run off after your dad skipped out on yet another important event in your life. Hydra had taken you and tortured you...tried to break you. You were given many different experimental serums and forced to fight. You eventually meet a mysterious man who goes by the name "The Winter Soldier". But you just call him Winter. Training was tough...but you survived it because of Winter. You grow to care about him...that is until Hydra took you away and threw you into Cryo. Waking up was a blur, but you were blindfolded and taken to a new facility where you earned a few special abilities. You found your father again...everything was strange. He had changed and was now dating his assistant. And he was part of something called the Avengers. This story follows your complicated relationship with your father and your story of metal health issues. And of course love. I WILL NOT OUT WARNINGS IN THE BEGINNING OF CHAPTERS! ⚠️Smut, Violence, Language.

Unspoken by pmjc88

When new intel comes through about a Hydra weapon, the avengers split into two teams, one checking out a new base, while the other scours an old one. It's no coincidence that the intel comes through, and they find files about experiments done to one person. 'winter 2.0' the team calls her, but to Bucky, the fear sinks in as memories resurface about one soldier in particular, Ace. Stronger, deadlier and she made the winter soldier in him afraid. The work together to find out all they can, not realising that they are being watched by the very soldier herself. After an attack on the compound, which leaves quite a few of the team shaken, one avengr in particular is intrigued by the univited guest now residing in the holding cells. Who is the masked assailant, and why is it, she listened to him? **** The soldier begins to remember her past, fighting against all the Hydra conditioning, to remember who she was. Why does one of the men stand out? Who is he, and why does she have an overwhelming need to protect him? She knows Hydra will stop at nothing to get their soldiers back, but will she submit to Hydra or fight for right to live free? With lives on the line, sacrifices will be made, but who will live and who will die? ⚠️ Trigger warning ⚠️ Will contain swearing, adult themes, torture, abuse, smut, violence and depression. I DO NOT OWN ANY RIGHTS TO MARVEL, THIS IS JUST A FANFIC MADE UP. Does have some of the MCU storielines, but not in order.

It's a Spider Family. {Sequel to 'It's a Spider Thing'.} by BookWormThings1328

Natasha thought that they were in the clear; free to live as they pleased. Then Shield did some digging into Peter's past that turned her world upside down, leaving her uncertain and conflicted. Now she has to battle with her instincts and decide if she'll let Peter go. - Peter believed he was done. Done with Hydra and the guns and the fighting and the death. But he forgot one thing. He rarely gets what he wants. Hydra wasn't finished with him and will do anything to make him comply to their regime. - {NEED TO HAVE READ 'IT'S A SPIDER THING' TO UNDERSTAND.} {NOTE: This story has been edited.} {SHIPS: Peter and Harley. ThorBruce and WandaVision- if you squint.} *Includes swearing*

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