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To Live, Not To Survive

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abuse assassin avengers blackwidow captainamerica falcon fanfiction hawkeye hulk hydra ironman monster nickfury scarletwitch shield soldier thor vision warmachine wintersoldier

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"My parents wanted me to live," the girl spit out bitterly. "To  live, not to survive."

A child, a girl who was taken from her life, her past. Abused and forced by Hydra to do wrong, to sin. 

When she becomes free of their grasp and tries to start a small world of her own, she is suddenly stripped away from all of it, not because of Hydra, but because of herself, the monster.


She has no other reason to live.


She is a danger to everybody, a mutation, an unwanted object.

But maybe, a small band of special people, just might change her mind.



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Avengers Fanfic


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STARTED: 2020. OCT
FINISHED:          -
STATUS: CONTINUING



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21.Feb.20 - #1 in SCARLETWITCH
21.Mar.4 - #2 in IRONMAN
21.Apr.11 - #3 in AVENGERS
21.Apr.14 - #20 in MONSTER
21.May.24 - #1 in BLACKWIDOW
21.May.24 - #2 in CAPTAINAMERICA
21.May.24 - #5 in HULK
21.May.25 - #2 in THOR
21.May.29 - #1 in SHIELD
21.Aug.17 - #6 in WARMACHINE
21.Sep.7 - #4 in WINTERSOLDIER
21.Sep.7 - #6 in HYDRA
21.Dec.24 - #4 in HAWKEYEAll Rights Reserved

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