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To Live, Not To Survive

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abuse assassin avengers blackwidow captainamerica falcon fanfiction hawkeye hulk hydra ironman monster nickfury scarletwitch shield soldier thor vision warmachine wintersoldier

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"My parents wanted me to live," the girl spit out bitterly. "To  live, not to survive."

A child, a girl who was taken from her life, her past. Abused and forced by Hydra to do wrong, to sin. 

When she becomes free of their grasp and tries to start a small world of her own, she is suddenly stripped away from all of it, not because of Hydra, but because of herself, the monster.


She has no other reason to live.


She is a danger to everybody, a mutation, an unwanted object.

But maybe, a small band of special people, just might change her mind.



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Avengers Fanfic


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STARTED: 2020. OCT
FINISHED:          -
STATUS: CONTINUING



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21.Feb.20 - #1 in SCARLETWITCH
21.Mar.4 - #2 in IRONMAN
21.Apr.11 - #3 in AVENGERS
21.Apr.14 - #20 in MONSTER
21.May.24 - #1 in BLACKWIDOW
21.May.24 - #2 in CAPTAINAMERICA
21.May.24 - #5 in HULK
21.May.25 - #2 in THOR
21.May.29 - #1 in SHIELD
21.Aug.17 - #6 in WARMACHINE
21.Sep.7 - #4 in WINTERSOLDIER
21.Sep.7 - #6 in HYDRA
21.Dec.24 - #4 in HAWKEYEAll Rights Reserved

abuse assassin avengers blackwidow captainamerica falcon fanfiction hawkeye hulk hydra ironman monster nickfury scarletwitch shield soldier thor vision warmachine wintersoldier

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Wolf Spider by semideadpanda

Peter never grew up with Uncle Ben and Aunt May. He grew up with HYDRA, trained and brainwashed to be even better then the Winter Soldier. He spends ten years with HYDRA, being their weapon. He's lost all hope that he would ever escape, but maybe a sliver of hope resurfaces when the Avengers are unknowingly sent to retrieve Peter. Maybe Peter will be able to do something other then be a weapon. •AU where Tony keeps his cool when he finds out the truth about his parents, and where they all stuck together. (Cross-posted on AO3 and FanFiction.net)

Flawed Minds by Mouse66642

Mistreated from a young age and sent away in her teens by her parents, she all but disappeared off the face of the Earth. Years of abuse from her new 'guardians' almost drove her mad- until at 22 she was taken by Hydra and spent the next year the subject of inhumane experiments, causing her to release her powers. She made her escape, and the Avengers discovered her collapsed in the snow after the Hydra base exploded. The team were faced with a difficult choice to make in order to save her life. Will she be able to open up and start again? Will she be able to accept her reality? And where will her choices take her? * Don't judge the cover I don't have Photoshop I had to use Microsoft Paint haha my laptop is so old. Also this is the first time I am sharing one of my stories so if you judge please be gentle! * It doesn't really follow the movies, it is more of an in-between movies kind of thing crossed with my own storyline. I do not own Marvel or any of their characters.

Everything has changed () Steve Rogers X OC by Emma_Marvel12

Violet Washington isn't your normal woman. She was born with abilities normal humans don't have. When she was 5 she was taken from her home by the Ravagers. And years later she made a mistake which resulted in her having to make an emergency landing on Earth. That's when the Avengers take her and make her one of their own. The one and only Captain America is staying away from Violet though, so his feelings for the beautiful woman won't evolve. Warnings: Swearing, fighting, mentions of kidnapping. *I only own all the OC's in this story*

Tony Stark X Reader (Immortal) by Livii998

[Completed] [Sequal in progress] Y/N Y/L/N was another victim of Hydra, after escaping the base with her younger sister she starts a new life for them in Queens, America. But her past seems unable to leave her alone. After joining a fight, helping the Avengers win, Y/N is confronted with her old best friend Tony Stark. Could old bonds heal? Can love reform? Can she escape Hydra for good? Save her only friend left at the base and escape her crazy Hydra ex- fiancè? ~~~~ "Are you okay?" "I dont think I ever will be.." "Forever is a long time." ~~~~~~ Warning! Mature themes, strong language and references to certain types of Abuse. These things cant be avoided in this story so please don't read if this bothers you.

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When new intel comes through about a Hydra weapon, the avengers split into two teams, one checking out a new base, while the other scours an old one. It's no coincidence that the intel comes through, and they find files about experiments done to one person. 'winter 2.0' the team calls her, but to Bucky, the fear sinks in as memories resurface about one soldier in particular, Ace. Stronger, deadlier and she made the winter soldier in him afraid. The work together to find out all they can, not realising that they are being watched by the very soldier herself. After an attack on the compound, which leaves quite a few of the team shaken, one avengr in particular is intrigued by the univited guest now residing in the holding cells. Who is the masked assailant, and why is it, she listened to him? **** The soldier begins to remember her past, fighting against all the Hydra conditioning, to remember who she was. Why does one of the men stand out? Who is he, and why does she have an overwhelming need to protect him? She knows Hydra will stop at nothing to get their soldiers back, but will she submit to Hydra or fight for right to live free? With lives on the line, sacrifices will be made, but who will live and who will die? ⚠️ Trigger warning ⚠️ Will contain swearing, adult themes, torture, abuse, smut, violence and depression. I DO NOT OWN ANY RIGHTS TO MARVEL, THIS IS JUST A FANFIC MADE UP. Does have some of the MCU storielines, but not in order.

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