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To Live, Not To Survive

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"My parents wanted me to live," the girl spit out bitterly. "To  live, not to survive."

A child, a girl who was taken from her life, her past. Abused and forced by Hydra to do wrong, to sin. 

When she becomes free of their grasp and tries to start a small world of her own, she is suddenly stripped away from all of it, not because of Hydra, but because of herself, the monster.


She has no other reason to live.


She is a danger to everybody, a mutation, an unwanted object.

But maybe, a small band of special people, just might change her mind.



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Avengers Fanfic


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STARTED: 2020. OCT
FINISHED:          -
STATUS: CONTINUING



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21.Feb.20 - #1 in SCARLETWITCH
21.Mar.4 - #2 in IRONMAN
21.Apr.11 - #3 in AVENGERS
21.Apr.14 - #20 in MONSTER
21.May.24 - #1 in BLACKWIDOW
21.May.24 - #2 in CAPTAINAMERICA
21.May.24 - #5 in HULK
21.May.25 - #2 in THOR
21.May.29 - #1 in SHIELD
21.Aug.17 - #6 in WARMACHINE
21.Sep.7 - #4 in WINTERSOLDIER
21.Sep.7 - #6 in HYDRA
21.Dec.24 - #4 in HAWKEYEAll Rights Reserved

abuse assassin avengers blackwidow captainamerica falcon fanfiction hawkeye hulk hydra ironman monster nickfury scarletwitch shield soldier thor vision warmachine wintersoldier

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The Widows Daughter by shadowkat116

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Natasha thought that they were in the clear; free to live as they pleased. Then Shield did some digging into Peter's past that turned her world upside down, leaving her uncertain and conflicted. Now she has to battle with her instincts and decide if she'll let Peter go. - Peter believed he was done. Done with Hydra and the guns and the fighting and the death. But he forgot one thing. He rarely gets what he wants. Hydra wasn't finished with him and will do anything to make him comply to their regime. - {NEED TO HAVE READ 'IT'S A SPIDER THING' TO UNDERSTAND.} {NOTE: This story has been edited.} {SHIPS: Peter and Harley. ThorBruce and WandaVision- if you squint.} *Includes swearing*

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The Forgotten Super Soldier (DISCONTUNIED) by NinjaBambi8

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The Widows Daughter

Chloe always knew that her mom was somewhere out there in the world. But being hydras experiment toy, she never actually thought that she would ever meet her. All that changed when the avengers shutdown the hydra facility where she was being kept. Now she has to figure out how to live a normal life, what happens when the avengers find out the truth about who Chloe really is? This storyline takes place around the events of age of Ultron and on. Best rankings: -#1 in Natasharomanoff -#5 in superhero -#1 in aou -#4 in Ironman -#3 in blackwidow -#7 in clintbarton -#7 in hulk P.S. this description sucks! Also, I'm not bilingual, so for the stuff not in English, I apologize if it's not right. WARNING! MAY CONTAIN TRIGGERS FOR SOME! It is a marvel fan-fiction, so there is violence. Also mentions of, and scenes of abuse and experimenting on kids and some other stuff. DISCLAIMER: I ONLY OWN CHLOE AND SOME SIDE CHARACTERS! ALL OF THE MARVEL CHARACTERS, BELONG TO THE RIGHTFUL OWNERS!