Forbidden Paintings

Her: He's very bossy but only to me.

Him: She's very talented but I'm the only one who can admire it.

Her: He's very handsome and I'm the only one who can touch it.

Him: She's a goddess but I'm the only one who got to desire it.

Her: He's very charming but I'm the only one who can cuddle anytime I want.

Him: She's very attractive but I'm the only one who got to hold for the rest of my life.

I love him and he loves me not until I saw my past that keep on chasing what we have now. What should I do? What should I answer when he ask me to marry him? Should I keep on going and hold on to what we have and continue it till death parted our ways? Or should I listen to my past and leave what we're about to create.