Alexithymia
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Alexithymia is an inability to identify and describe emotions.
Chasity Malcom is the name of a 18 year old girl who never really fitted in.
The one thing that made someone human was their emotions, so when Chastity lack the ability to identify and describe emotions she questioned
Why her?
After being homeschooled for a few years Chastity convinced her mom to let her attend an actual school.
Since it was her last year of Highschool she's adamant to make the most out of her "Highschool experience".
Even if it includes parties, friends, boys, prom, drugs, etc.
But this not work considering she has Alexithymia.
She always thought she had things worst, until she met him.
Noah Cinnciatti a 17 year old wallflower who not only has anger issues, but schizophrenia, and DID.
When these two cross paths they help each other cope with each others troubles and demons.
Started: October 18th 2020
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