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Before I Go

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I am Morgan Feldman, and I struggle with depression and anxiety. My bad days outnumber my good days and my empty days rule my life.

I've created a list. A bucket list, some might call it- because my days are numbered. A list of all the things that I want to accomplish in my senior year of high school, things I want to do before I go... because at the end of the year, Morgan Feldman will be no more.



Warning: This story mentions and/or talks about in-depth: anxiety, depression, bullying, suicidal thoughts, cutting, suicide attempts, eating disorders, and possible other triggers. Reader discretion is advised.

(Total wordcount around 50,000 words. This story has short chapters, with the average chapter length consisting of about 1,023 words.)All Rights Reserved

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~Completed~ A 16 year old girl goes into sophomore year as a new student. Hoping that it's one to remember, she realizes that it will be. Not in the way that she had hoped. Lindsay goes through a lot of difficult situations from her mom's boyfriend, to her friend's dad, to her mom moving, to her moving with dad, to moving schools, to transferring back and losing one of her best friends. Lindsay begins to lose hope, and she begins to get really depressed to the point she feels like suicide is all that's left. She turns to drugs, alcohol, and self-harm. Feeling as if no one cares, she begins to plan her suicide. She does fine in school in hopes that it will keep the attention away from her actions. Coming to the end of sophomore year, she begins to see what's good about life as she promises Dr. Barns, and Mrs. Gibson gives her reason and inspiration. ---------------------- ❗️Not all events in this story are true. I made up some stuff to go along. :)❗️

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Meet Me in the Middle by Winchester2909

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