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Before I Go

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I am Morgan Feldman, and I struggle with depression and anxiety. My bad days outnumber my good days and my empty days rule my life.

I've created a list. A bucket list, some might call it- because my days are numbered. A list of all the things that I want to accomplish in my senior year of high school, things I want to do before I go... because at the end of the year, Morgan Feldman will be no more.



Warning: This story mentions and/or talks about in-depth: anxiety, depression, bullying, suicidal thoughts, cutting, suicide attempts, eating disorders, and possible other triggers. Reader discretion is advised.

(Total wordcount around 50,000 words. This story has short chapters, with the average chapter length consisting of about 1,023 words.)All Rights Reserved

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Anxiety

Thea Salvatore. She never thought her life could get so complicated, in such a short amount of time, in one situation continued on. After losing people closets to her, and betrayed by another, she closes herself off, focusing mainly on school. This causes more problems than solutions. Her anxiety comes out in full force, sending her into multiple attacks at any given time, during school, after school, in the middle of the night. She's so anxious, so nervous, so afraid that she's going to be hurt, or worse, killed. Then a foreign exchange student moves in with her best friend, and befriends her. Her life changes, she changes back into her old self. She comes out of her shell, her mind shifting off all the stressful times, and past times, and focuses on this new guy in her life. A guy she desperately wants to keep, but wants to also keep safe. They go through twists and turns, but in the end, doesn't happiness always win?