Why me?! (Hitoshi Shinsou x Reader) DISCONTINUED!!!

You and Shinsou have been best friends since elementary school, you suddenly left without saying goodbye. You make it in to the hero course of UA high school.
Will he forgive you for leaving?
Or will he completely forget about you and put you to the side?

TW THIS WILL HAVE SUBSTANCES OF ABUSE, DARK THOUGHTS, ANXIETY, ANXEITY AND PANIC ATTACKS, SH SCARS, BULLYING!!! THERE IS ALSO CUSSING
This won't have too much trauma mostly just fluff and cuteness cause I care and don't want you to suffer like I have. Anxiety and panic attacks are different! Even though they have similar symptoms, causes, and risks they are two different things. With every trigger I will research deeply into it to make sure I have correct facts and that I don't mess up. If any of this stuff has happen to you I am deeply sorry and if I mess up or something is wrong please let me know.
I DO NOT OWN BNHA/MHA OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS! I ALSO DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE ART OR MUSIC! DO NOT TAKE MY OCS NAME OR THE QUIRKS I HAVE GIVEN IF YOU WANT TO USE THEM ASK