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Without him

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Reads 502
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Parts 24
Time 6h 23m

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Harry Styles Fanfiction
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"I can tell you like me." 
"But I love him."
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Trigger warning- Self harm, suicide, alcohol abuse, drug abuse, abuse, panic attacks, anxiety attacks (let me know if I need to add any)All Rights Reserved

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Teach Me | H.S by Hazza_Styles_Lover

"Then teach me Isabella! Show me what love is!" "I can't Harry. How can I help you if you won't open up to me? It's too hard!" "Please... just don't give up on me yet" *** Following the death of Harry's first love Ava, he vows that he will never again let himself get close to anyone, especially a girl. But when he crosses paths with Isabella (Izzy), he can't help but see the startling similarities between Ava and Isabella. As Harry begins to spend more and more time with Izzy in order to feel like Ava is still with him, Harry can't help but find himself being drawn to the bubbly, confused and slightly awkward teenager. Will Harry allow himself to feel happiness again or will he push Isabella way and isolate himself from the world once more? Can Isabella teach Harry to love again or is he a lost cause? Find out in "Teach Me" ********************************************* Strong language and the possibility of sexual scenes I haven't decided yet but I will make a notification as soon as the time comes. Also a few scenes of self harm! This story is safe to read for anyone who does self harm as I have given fair warning before any self harm occurs, you can simply skip the chapters and read on. If you would like to find out what happens in the chapters that you skip then you can message me and I will give you a summary of the chapter. I hope you enjoy and thanks for reading! -Steph xx

I'm not Crazy (Larry) by tattoo_Larry

Louis Tomlinson: 24 been in a mental asylum from when he was 18 when his parents found him on the floor off the bathroom with his wrist slit. His family called him crazy said he only wanted attention. They did not know he had depression from being bullied all the time in high school how they keep at it after,going to his job and telling him he was a ugly fag. he was a loner had no one but his sisters tell they turned there back on him and did not even try to stop his parents from taking him away and putting him and this new hell hole of a place called south alexander hospital for the mentally insane. Harry styles: 20 put into south alexander hospital for killing his mom step dad and sister. saying that he was framed and it was a colored man who tied him up and put him into the basement the judge said he was not right in the head and should get help. he has no one and cant get the image of all the dead bodies out of his brain it keeps replaying. the blood the tears the worst part is how he could only tell one person the story because he had to being selective mute only being only to talk to people he trust. ****** HELLO LARRY!!!!!! ok so this has depression self harm and may trigger some so don't read if it might because I love you and want you all to be happy. if you ever need someone to talk to just message me I might can help. this is boy on boy!!!! // Book 1 (Book under slow editing)

Hauntingly Beautiful: Niall Horan Fanfiction by fairytalefromthesky

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Teach Me | H.S

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