After the loss of her best friend Stella , Felicia tries to get her life together again. It's like she is watching her life as a spectator. After the first wave of grief is over, she tries to find a reason why her best friend took her life so abruptly with no words of goodbye. Along her way she desperately wants to find an answer to an important question... "whats the meaning of life?" Will she ever be able to find what she is looking for or will everything turn upside down? A/N THIS BOOK CONTAINS TOPICS AS SUICIDE, RELIGIONS, CRITICISM OF MODERN SOCIETY etc. if you don't feel comfortable reading those mentioned above PLEASE DO NOT READAll Rights Reserved