When Skies are Blue on a Rainy Day

I'm a girl. That's it. A girl. Uh huh, I am that boring. You may seem a bit bored already so let's enlighten this situation. Do you ever feel like you've done yourself wrong? Like you've disappointed the person you used to be, the person you are but are afraid to let free? I don't really know who I am, but I need to know. There is a desire, one I can't shake. A desire to be myself. But i'm afraid; because this girl, who only comes out when she's alone, is a girl no one is used to. She's frightened because she has been put away for so long and if she comes out, she might regret it. You see there are some people, who don't even know who they are, and this jealousy they carry can haunt you. They tear into your true self and remove parts because they want someone to be.
So yes. This is my life. Not exciting is it?