I Didn't Mean to Break
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Last published Wed, Apr 14, 2021
Crankiplier angst slowburn
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Ethan has depression and some of the things Mark says to him/about him hurt a lot more than he lets on. Mark has to figure out how to open Ethan up so he can help his friend and Ethan has to come clean about how he feels.
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I don't know if it'll have a happy ending but I'm gonna try to make it happy at least
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