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Last published Wed, Oct 21, 2020
Maqlynn Ryder, age 18 had been suffering from addiction and depression since the age of 11. She had the ability to hide her true means behind fake smiles and laughs.
Carter Reign, age 18 was mostly a great big stereotypical football jock with a slight twist. Unlike most other jocks, he was sweet, and highly optimistic.
Polar opposites, yin and yang.
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