Regrets
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- Parts 9
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Last published Fri, Aug 20, 2021
We can't go back to past the to correct our mistakes, to comfort ourselves when we needed others, we just can sit in the present and regret.
A book about how toxicity affects a person.
TW: Suicide, Death, Depression, ADHD, PTSD, Impostor Syndrome
Ranked #3 for Cared on 01/04/2021
Ranked #10 for Crippled on 01/04/2021
Ranked #5 for Burnout on 23/06/2021
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