Everyone saw Zayn Malik as the rule breaker, sexy, mischievous smoker, but they were so wrong. But the more you get to know him, the more you wished you hadn't. And then, when I begin to love Zayn, I know I can't turn back. His appalling history of murder and drug dealing just pulls me in further and further, and it almost kills me. Many times. But it's worth those lonely nights in cheap motels with this incredible man. And now I've decided I can't live without him, I take more risks that never end well...
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