"I'm nobody." H.S. fanfic
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  • Parts 16
  • Time 3h 22m
Ongoing, First published Oct 20, 2020
Mature
I was an ordinary girl. Nothing interesting. Nothing special. Not pretty nor ugly, not smart nor dumb, average in every sense of the word. I had some traits that made me mildly interesting when brought up in small talk, but nothing more and nothing less. I was just as messed up as anyone else, however, my mind liked to convince me I was far more messed up than I really was. I came from a middle-class home in a big city full of nobodies. Ever since I was young I wanted to break free from this cursed city and find someone who made me feel like somebody. I am an introvert. I have massive social anxiety among a multitude of "mental health diagnoses," which I sometimes doubt and sometimes overexaggerate. Again I'm average so surely you've already been bored. My story isn't a thriller nor one with happy endings. My story is complicated yet still, boring. Funny isn't it? To not have the highs and lows, to not be a sad story nor a scary one nor a happy one. My story is grey. I am a nobody.

Hi there! This is one of my first books and my very first fanfic, please keep this in mind when reading it. I'm new and inexperienced, so bear with me. Most of my chapters will be unedited and will probably have grammar and spelling errors, sorry in advance. Please don't post hate comments, if you don't like my work, then find a different book. I won't be able to maintain a regular update schedule however I will try to not go more than two weeks without any content. TW: Swearing, mentions of suicide, rape, eating disorders, hate, abuse, drinking, drugs, sex

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[Completed] [MATURE CONTENT] [TW: Mentions of drug abuse and self-harm] "When I met her, I told myself 'no feelings'. But I guess you know by now that that's never how feelings work." As a 24-year-old working with underage drug addicts in a rehab facility, Violet Rae is less than impressed when her best friend introduces her to Harry Styles, a top tier member in a notorious drug gang in London who has a heavy coke addiction. Harry seems to have taken an unlikely interest in Violet that nobody, including her, him or his friends seem to understand. The two are an unconventional match and before realizing it, Violet is sucked into a dangerous life that goes against anything she believes in. Can two people who have gone through so much trauma and have so many - literal - scars ever really have a happy ending? [Preview] "It's pathetic, I know. I just feel... so much when you're around me. I can't get enough." His voice died down in a whisper before he flicked his eyes up to stare into mine intently. The green in them instantly took my breath away as I got lost and he gulped audibly. "And I don't just like you, Violet. I love you, I really do." My heart stopped beating for a second before it started thrashing violently in my chest. "Harry..." I sighed as I shook my head, but he cut me off. "No, I know you think it's bullshit and that it's too soon and that I'm lying or that I don't know what I'm talking about, but I do." He spilled. "There's so much you don't know about me." I mumbled, tearing my eyes away from his to focus on the pendant that was laying on the mattress. "I don't care." He whispered back and I shook my head. "I... I can't say it back." "I know." I bit my lip at the intensity of this conversation, and I wondered how long it would take Harry to find out he didn't actually love me at all. ** Started: May 2021 ** Finished: November 2021