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The Confessions of Judas

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Judas 

My whole life I was told I conceived from sin and I'll never be nothing more than a bastard that can do nothing more but one thing....Jesus showed me there's more to my life besides being my family's show dog, so I became his guard dog, swore my loyalty to him and only him. But everything changed when he met her....she doesn't belong in our world, her light nature nauseates me and I hate her for taking my place in Jesus's heart. The more I'm with her, the more she plagues my mind every waking day that I'm not even safe in my dreams. She's thinks she's smart thinking Jesus can handle his leash on me. But I'll be the one sending her running away  by showing her how rotten I truly am.

Miranda 

I  never truly lived before I met Jesus, he flipped my lonely world upright, I owe him everything and I'm even starting to fall in love with him...but him asking me to join his side in his notoriously known dangerous gang in the city? How can I possibly turn him down when he's the leader?
He doesn't scare me though....its his second in command A.K.A. his best friend that does. He always looks at me with such hate, he brings out the worst in me and wants to see me run away but I won't give him the satisfaction! 
But how can I be able to stand him when he's at my side because he's been assigned my bodyguard?!All Rights Reserved

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Transitions (sequel to A Sinner's Bible) (complete) Book 2 by BunnyWalker1985

I need answers now, I don't like not knowing what's going on. So after Lea and I are alone in the car, I decide to ask my questions. "Why are we leaving, if you're ok Lea?", I now question highly confused. Then she asks me something I know leaves my mouth agape. "What do you think about marriage?" Now I'm pissed cause I'm caught completely off guard. I don't like being caught off guard either. "What does that have to do with anything I just asked Lea?", I ask irritated. "Everything and more.", she answers. "I brought you here so we can get out...yes. But also to talk to you about that, you know marriage.", she partly explains. "Today hasn't gone the way I planned at all. I wanted to leave so I can explain things.", she continues. "Before we talk about what you mean by that, can we get to the more part?", I ask her. She takes a deep breath. "I ran. Instead of fessing up and explaining everything, I ran.", she says. I think and I'm about to say "Duh." But I quickly change my mind and bite my tongue. I instead continue to drive. "Lea I knew this already. But what I don't understand is what's going on now.", I tell her honestly. "I didn't tell them about you...well really about why my marriage ended. Because they're the only people I'm not and don't know if I ever will be ready to come out to.", she tells me. "So are you SURE you're really gay, Lea?", I ask "What did Melissa say to you?" I thought this shit was decided once she got the divorce. I've worked my ass trying to build a life with her, only for this shit to pop back up. Tay and Lea have seen some ups and downs and so far it looks like they've made it through. So far that is. Sequel to A Sinner's Bible 18+ lots of lesbian sex. You should probably read A Sinner's Bible first. Yes I was talked into a sequel. Like share comment

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REWRITTEN AS OF JULY 2022. (ENEMIES TO LOVERS TROPE) Carl Mendez is a teen from River Bridge high school. He is the son of a preacher and a high school principal. Both of his parents are Christians who live according to God's teachings. It's why they have raised their son according to the ways of the bible. Carl however has a secret, one that is considered a sacrilege by his faith and the only person who knows about his secret is, Gavin Mileford, his arch nemesis and bully. Gavin agrees to keep Carl's secret but at a price. One that will cost him everything including his heart. What happens when what is considered a sin by his faith ends up being the sweetest feeling that Carl has ever experienced in his life? **** "And where are you off to so fast, Carlito?" His mint laden breath scorched my face at his question. His face was a few inches from mine. If someone were to walk in now, they would think that we are about to make out which is obviously not the case because I would never. I repeat, never ever dream of kissing this monster. I'd rather chew my own foot! "It's none of your business, Gavin." I spat the words. "Oh, but your business is my business Carlito. Or did you forget?" He declared, his eyes holding mine hostage. His eyes were like an endless jungle, so green and deep. I wonder what it would be like to stare at them all night long. Stop thinking about such shit, Carl! "Gavin, I don't have time for this." I managed to form a sentence. It wasn't helping that he was so close to me. That I could feel every ab and muscle on his body pressed against me. "Then what do you have time for? Checking out my ass in the locker room? Or writing a whole poem about my dick. Tell me, do you have time for all that?" His questions prompted my eyes to bulge and the pace my heartbeats to escalate. The thumping of my heart was enough to shatter my ribcage to pieces. Shit. He knows. How the fuck did he know? This can't be happening. *****

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I need answers now, I don't like not knowing what's going on. So after Lea and I are alone in the car, I decide to ask my questions. "Why are we leaving, if you're ok Lea?", I now question highly confused. Then she asks me something I know leaves my mouth agape. "What do you think about marriage?" Now I'm pissed cause I'm caught completely off guard. I don't like being caught off guard either. "What does that have to do with anything I just asked Lea?", I ask irritated. "Everything and more.", she answers. "I brought you here so we can get out...yes. But also to talk to you about that, you know marriage.", she partly explains. "Today hasn't gone the way I planned at all. I wanted to leave so I can explain things.", she continues. "Before we talk about what you mean by that, can we get to the more part?", I ask her. She takes a deep breath. "I ran. Instead of fessing up and explaining everything, I ran.", she says. I think and I'm about to say "Duh." But I quickly change my mind and bite my tongue. I instead continue to drive. "Lea I knew this already. But what I don't understand is what's going on now.", I tell her honestly. "I didn't tell them about you...well really about why my marriage ended. Because they're the only people I'm not and don't know if I ever will be ready to come out to.", she tells me. "So are you SURE you're really gay, Lea?", I ask "What did Melissa say to you?" I thought this shit was decided once she got the divorce. I've worked my ass trying to build a life with her, only for this shit to pop back up. Tay and Lea have seen some ups and downs and so far it looks like they've made it through. So far that is. Sequel to A Sinner's Bible 18+ lots of lesbian sex. You should probably read A Sinner's Bible first. Yes I was talked into a sequel. Like share comment