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Thanatophobic (Irregular Updates)

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Thanatophobia : Death anxiety.
 
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" I hate this feeling of nothingness inside my empty heart."

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"Why can't you just be normal? Do normal stuff? Just be like us?"

"Oh well because you don't have the constant desire to kill yourself without even wanting to die!" 

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Thanatophobia is not my disease, it's my only friend till death.All Rights Reserved

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Sun, May 21, 2023

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