Just A Nerd
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"You have a brain, but you lack all the things that make her live a better life. She has a high quality of life, and you needn't destroy it by loving her."
That day I cry to sleep and swear to myself that I won't let Jennie get into me again even though she isn't at fault. I know she will never say that to me because she is the sweetest girl I have ever seen, the lovely girl I have ever met, yet she will be the only thing I can never have in my life.
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I am just a nerd. A nerd that almost everyone loves when there are exams or when someone needs a tutor to explain the lessons to them because outside of classrooms, I am nothing but a lame girl with a skinny body, a pair of glasses, and weird jokes that I make in classes for some of my friends to laugh.
The best joke I have ever made and laughed for myself, though, is the fact that I love Jennie Kim, my crush. The punchline is that no one has ever thought that a girl like me can love someone like Jennie.
Not that I complain or whine about it since I always know the truth and where it will end already. What to hope when she is the opposite of me, and it is certain that no matter what, she can't be mine.
Jennie Kim doesn't belong to me. And, I know it.
© IMAEntertainer 2020 ✔
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#1 jenlisa on 24 May 2021
[START]: Oct 22, 2020
[END]: June 02, 2021
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