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you Abandoned me not the other way around gon..

squeaky_someone99

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Reads 5,189
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Parts 6
Time 27m

squeaky_someone99

Some people believe they are meant to be alone, some people think, life isn't fair, some people blame others because they cant afford to look down on themselves, 

Some people take the blame because they believe they deserve it killua zoldyck, was one of those people, 

"Gon..." 


"Please.. Come back.." 


warnings:
child abuse 
PTSD
>post traumatic stress disorder<
abandonment issues
depression 
self harm
thoughts of suicide 
almost suicide attempts 
homophobia 
Internalized homophobia
curse wordsAll Rights Reserved

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