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[On-going] My Exquisite Catastrophic World
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klretzi
Ongoing, First published Oct 21, 2020
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She was my only true friend.
She was the only one who truly cared for me. 
She was the most amazing and honest person I've known.
She stayed even though she knew the truth. 

Having disassociative disorder made myself experience so much pain, I have no hope to make my life better.

She made me believe that even in the darkest times, I can find happiness if I'm eager to.

But when she was taken away from me, that little hope from finding my happiness disappeared like a bubble.

Can I still wake up and left this never ending nightmare? 
Can I do the things I think I can't do, without Shaichi?
Can I survive this fucking hell? 

Hell, I think no.

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Cover is not mine, credits go to the rightfully owners. 
Editing is mine.
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Can You See My Heart? (Pontevedra Series #4)

64 parts Complete

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