Promised

I wrote this poem (if you considered this piece of shit as a poem) to express my feelings for him. Once again, I fell to someone who is impossible to be mine. I hope that this poem would release unwanted hormones or feelings in my body. I kept on telling myself not to expect anything from him because I know that he's just temporary. Another temporary person who would just give motives but wouldn't pursue me. Maybe we found each other unexpectedly to learn something or whatever not to have a relationship or that kind of fantasies. I don't want to regret sleeping late just to spend my holy sleeping hours in texting with you. I knew we were just flirting to make our busy last quarantine! Sorry, being marupok is not easy. Anyway, I'm looking forward to meeting you in person mi amigo. Nos vemos pronto! Gracias! 🌸