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//Poetry//
My ears burn from the sound of tangled wires,
My translucent eyes reflecting off the glass like wildfires,
I desire to close my eyes,
And embrace the darkness, the light of which I despise;
I'm surrounded by a lifeless shadow.
There are many others around me, although
I still feel oh so alone,
My body filled with broken bones,
With my shattered lungs, I cannot draw a single breath,
My being settled in a circle of death;
not that anyone would want to steal my poems but,
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