why am I like this when I am with u?

when I entered the club with my friends , it's was so prefect for the first time in my life I have to to a place like this ...After the the holy shit my bff and bf has bone behind my back and me caught the red handed in bed ...... life is alway unpredictable such as meeting John and being in his bed moaning out of throughout the nights ...........suddenly getting to meet my forgotten family ......and alot to go......