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Their shared suffering - ELU

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2020 angerissues bipolardisorder depression eatingdisorders eliottdemaury fears gaycouple love lucaslallemant mentalillness paris skamfrance socialanxiety

Lucas and Eliott were in love.
There was no doubt about it. 
Over two years of beautiful memories, lots of kisses, and wonderful vacation trips were made and neither of them would trade it for the world.
Yet there was something that was disturbing the peace of their relationship.
Their shared suffering.

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TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND SELF HARM 
ALSO WATCH OUT FOR: DISORDERED EATING HABITS AND DETAILED FIGHT SITUATIONS AND A WHOLE LOT OF SADNESSAll Rights Reserved

2020 angerissues bipolardisorder depression eatingdisorders eliottdemaury fears gaycouple love lucaslallemant mentalillness paris skamfrance socialanxiety

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