Depression
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Last published Fri, Jan 15, 2021
In life anyone can go to a certain state named as depression. What is this thing called 'Depression'?
What does it do to us? What is influence in our life? Why do I feel like I am depressed?
Why do I have no ray of hope for living? What is this state where everything feels so dull?
Why can't I be happy? Why do I have no trust in people?
Why can't I study and be normal?
Why am I like this? I hate the way I am. But why?
Can I ever recover from this? Can I be the same happy boy/girl?
I, Tracy have gone through so much? I don't trust anyone! Everyone I trusted broke me.
Why did you have to be so inhuman to me? Why did you have to make me go in this state, when I never did anything to you?
Why? Just, why?
Why did you break my heart like this? Why did you have to make we feel unwanted?
I never harmed you. I tried to help you.
What did actually happen to Tracy, that she feels like that?
Can she ever recover or she will drown in the depth of darkness?
Read out if you want to find out..
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