Break Me Sweetly

Break Me Sweetly:

Dear Jaxon Hardt,

You probably don't remember me, but you killed me. I loved you, but you don't know me anymore. I don't know me anymore either. But, you wouldn't know that. I'm not crazy, and I know what love is. I thought you did too. I was wrong. You may look at me, but you never see me. It's ok, I've gotten used to it. Those days I spend alone, I wish you were there. But, then I remind myself that you don't know me now. And the dream soon changes to a nightmare. But, you don't care. It hurts to see you love her, to see you hold her. You don't remember anymore, but I was her. And, I'd give anything to be her again. But, you don't know that. If I wasn't so scared, I'd tell you this earlier. Before it was too late. But, it's too late now. And, time doesn't rewind in the real world. If it did, I'd still be her. And, we'd still be us. But, it doesn't. So, I'm just me. Whatever that is. Nothing after this. This may be all I have left, all I am. And, I will give it away for you to remember. You don't have to change, just see me, for once. That would be marvelous. Marvelous indeed. But, you don't know that.

Love,

Ariana Elias