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I Swear This Time I Mean It - lashton

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PunkRock_Freedom

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Once you start reading the hate, you don't stop. You repeat the words over and over in your head until you believe it's true yourself. It's not going to stop, you'll just have to learn to live with it. 
Always being a little more sensitive when it comes to critic, Ashton finds himself having a hard time dealing with the hate, that comes with being famous. His band mates, however don't seem to notice, they themselves don't have a problem when it comes to hate, they simply learned to ignore it. Ashton didn't. He never learned how to do that. He had already cut before and managed to stop, for the band, for the fans, for his friends. But the constant hate seems to trigger it again and this time his friends don't realize what's going on, except for Luke. He notices soon enough, at least everyone hopes that it was on time.All Rights Reserved

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Opposite attracts - Lashton | COMPLETED by FiftyShadesOfStyles

Luke Hemmings and Ashton Irwin were two completely different boys. Not only social wise but in many other ways. Let's start. Let's start with Luke. Luke lives in Australia with both of his parents. He is an only child and have a pretty easy life. His father is the headmaster of his high school. How cool? But it's not because his father is the headmaster that the lad like school, on the opposite, he hates it more than anything. Luke doesn't care about school and grades, he wants to sing. And to sing, you need a voice, nothing else. Barely a month after the school started, due to an incident at school, the last one is forced to sign up to the school's exchange project. Let's talk about Ashton now. They younger boy lives in England with his mother and younger siblings. His mother own a flower shop and he loves to help her with both her clients and family wise. Ashton work hard at school and loves to get good grades. He doesn't have a tons of friends but he is graceful to anything he have. Ashton also loves new experiences so he decided to sign up to his school's exchange project to learn about someone else's culture and life style. What will happen when both boys - one forcefully did but it doens't matter, right? - sighed up to an exchange project?

The Setup » [lashton] √ by boomercal

Calum tells Luke he has a friend he wants to set him up with. He tells Ashton he has a friend he'd like him to meet. He neglects to tell Luke Ashton's straight, and so Luke persues. Nothing bad could come of that right? OR ❝The one where Calum has the best intentions setting Luke and Ashton up except someone should have told Ashton he was being set up and that he's gay❞

If Walls Could Talk (lashton) by boomerluke

The last thing Ashton ever wanted to do was hurt Luke, but he couldn't help it. The singer was just so beautiful, so ethereal and otherworldly that it took his breath away most of the time. Everyone felt that way about their best friend though, right? It was normal. No use getting unnecessary feelings involved, it was better this way. Luke understood. Luke wasn't sure when this thing between him and Ashton started, or how it started, but it didn't matter. He was in too deep to go back now. So Luke would let Ashton use him, hurt his feelings and crawl back with apologies. Because at the end of the day, even when Luke had to watch Ashton leave the bar with a new pretty blonde each night, he knew the drummer would eventually end up back in his bed. And Luke told himself he was okay with that.

Coming Up For Air by wonderfulsause

What happens when one boy shatters everything you thought you knew about yourself? "I don't like boys. But I like you. Does that make sense?" "No." "Good."

Fallible Creatures | Lashton by superbloomseason

Ashton's managed to evade the public eye for the most part after his turbulent exit from Hollywood years ago, only to be dragged back into the spotlight all for a long owed favour, that favour? Playing boyfriend to a singer taking a nosedive into a downward spiral. [ashton centric, lots of angst] [side malum] • inspired by -Night-Stalker- 's fic popstar

Clouds of Attraction || Lashton ✔️ by kelliclashton2

Luke never really liked the fact that his best friend Calum spent most of his time following another guy around, especially somebody who was so popular and maybe even a little bit famous. Ashton was a model and was constantly on the move, needing to be in perfect condition at all times. That's what Calum was there for. He was Ashton's personal assistant and he does everything that is asked of him. The boys are aware that the other exists but Ashton is determined to keep it professional whereas Luke is determined to make sure Ashton knows just how much he loathes him. [please vote and comment as you read along, it would honestly mean the world to me! thank you] [Mentions of alcohol consumption and sexual activity]

If You Only Knew // Lashton // Book 1 by MashtonsKellic

If only he knew my true feelings maybe things would be different. I didn't want to be gay. I didn't. There was just something about this boy Ashton Ashton was slowly starting to take over my thoughts until he was all i could think about and I Luke Hemming's had fallen, fallen for this golden brown haired boy. Then one night changed everything and i drove the one good thing i had away Why was I such a coward? Why couldn't I just tell him? If only he knew my true feelings things would be different, He would still be mine. 'I Luke Hemming's am hopelessly in love with you Ashton Irwin'. But the problem was I couldn't tell him, I didn't know how All rights reserved, copywrite ©2015 MashtonsKellic

Amnesia [Lashton] Sequel to YDHMC by danyulaintonfiyah

"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries

silence: a lashton story by hornypotter

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Some Secrets Are Meant To Be Kept[Lashton] by -ashton-irwin-

*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die. He's slowly killing himself by self harm and anorexia. He's slowly wasting away and nobody notices. Will anybody be able to fix the broken boy before it's too late? *this story will be Ashton's POV unless I say so*

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