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I Swear This Time I Mean It - lashton

PunkRock_Freedom

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Parts 24
Time 1h 35m

PunkRock_Freedom

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Once you start reading the hate, you don't stop. You repeat the words over and over in your head until you believe it's true yourself. It's not going to stop, you'll just have to learn to live with it. 
Always being a little more sensitive when it comes to critic, Ashton finds himself having a hard time dealing with the hate, that comes with being famous. His band mates, however don't seem to notice, they themselves don't have a problem when it comes to hate, they simply learned to ignore it. Ashton didn't. He never learned how to do that. He had already cut before and managed to stop, for the band, for the fans, for his friends. But the constant hate seems to trigger it again and this time his friends don't realize what's going on, except for Luke. He notices soon enough, at least everyone hopes that it was on time.All Rights Reserved

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If Walls Could Talk (lashton) by boomerluke

The last thing Ashton ever wanted to do was hurt Luke, but he couldn't help it. The singer was just so beautiful, so ethereal and otherworldly that it took his breath away most of the time. Everyone felt that way about their best friend though, right? It was normal. No use getting unnecessary feelings involved, it was better this way. Luke understood. Luke wasn't sure when this thing between him and Ashton started, or how it started, but it didn't matter. He was in too deep to go back now. So Luke would let Ashton use him, hurt his feelings and crawl back with apologies. Because at the end of the day, even when Luke had to watch Ashton leave the bar with a new pretty blonde each night, he knew the drummer would eventually end up back in his bed. And Luke told himself he was okay with that.

Fallible Creatures | Lashton by superbloomseason

Ashton's managed to evade the public eye for the most part after his turbulent exit from Hollywood years ago, only to be dragged back into the spotlight all for a long owed favour, that favour? Playing boyfriend to a singer taking a nosedive into a downward spiral. [ashton centric, lots of angst] [side malum] • inspired by -Night-Stalker- 's fic popstar

Permanent Vacation (LASHTON) by Halevetica

Ashton Irwin has finally finished high school and to celebrate his Friend Jack is inviting all his friends to stay in his dad's beach house all summer. Ashton can't wait to relax but when he meets the Hemmings twins relaxing isn't in the cards. Luke And his brother Jake Hemmings are pretty similar but also very different. Luke is quieter but also more mysterious. Jake is loud and a huge flirt. Physically they're almost impossible to tell apart. When they meet Ashton Irwin, Jake immediately takes a liking to the hot guy but Ashton can't be bothered. Jake sees it as a challenge. When Luke and Ashton get stuck rooming together Ashton finds himself drawn to the quiet brother but Luke wants nothing to do with him. Will Jake win over Ashton or will Ashton win over Luke? -LASHTON -JASHTON

Authority || Lashton ✔️ by lame_lashton

"In all our lives, there is a fall from innocence. A time after which we are never the same." ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once Luke graduated high school he went straight to becoming a cop. But the punk kid who loved him never forgot about those blue eyes. "What's wrong Lukey, you seem nervous?" "I can lose my job for this Irwin." "Didn't stop you from letting me off the hook for breaking and entering, and then letting me fuck you in your cop car."

THE VACATION: LASHTON by 1940sluke

ashton and his family decide to go on holiday for his school break, but ashton had no clue that this holiday break meant he'd meet a certain blonde boy. [lowercase intended] © 1940sluke | 2015

[PAUSED] Midnight Lights - Lashton by BigLashton

''God, you're such a fucking twink.'' ''You don't seem to mind when I go down on you.'' - In which Luke is a spoiled superstar, and Ashton just happens to be his new driver Contains sensitive topics, consider this your warning. Chapters with these topics will have a '*' in the title, as well as a trigger warning at the beginning

Coming Up For Air by wonderfulsause

What happens when one boy shatters everything you thought you knew about yourself? "I don't like boys. But I like you. Does that make sense?" "No." "Good."

Save me (Lashton) by MashtonCookies

Luke Hemmings is a popular boy in High school. Everyone loves him and others wish to be him. Everyone, including boys, thinks he's the hottest thing alive. Luke is nice. Luke is happy. Luke is Talented. Luke is rich. Luke is gentle. Luke is sweet. Luke is gay. Ashton is an outcast in High school. Everyone bullies him and other just thinks his a freak. Everyone, including boys, think he's the creppiest thing to walk the earth. Ashton is in pain. Ashton is depressed. Ashton cuts. Ashton has an eating disorder. Ashton is suicidal. Ashton is abused. Ashton is rich. Ashton is gay. Ashton meets Luke. Luke meets Ashton. Luke is in love, so is Ashton. Luke wants to protect Ashton. Ashton doesn't want Luke to get hurt. Ashton wants to leave. Luke wants him to stay.

Some Secrets Are Meant To Be Kept[Lashton] by -ashton-irwin-

*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die. He's slowly killing himself by self harm and anorexia. He's slowly wasting away and nobody notices. Will anybody be able to fix the broken boy before it's too late? *this story will be Ashton's POV unless I say so*

Save You (Lashton AU) by _sonjay

Ashton is only 18, yet seems to have many problems. Depression and insecurities being one, and his agressive, over protective boyfriend being another. Maybe Daniel, Ashton's long time boyfriend, isn't the best and maybe he's the cause of Ashton's problems. But what happens when Ashton bumps into a cute blonde boy one day that automatically finds out about Ashton's terrible relationship and wants to help out in the worst way possible, even if he has problems of his own? Will Luke be able to save Ashton before things get worst? Or will he doom his own life trying to help him? Then again, life isn't really fair. (Inspired by the song "Save You" by Simple Plan) - WARNING: triggering and drug involvement. (Side of Malum) - Started: 06/10/16 Ended: 09/04/17 - ** THIS STORY ISN'T FULLY EDITED. UNDERGOING MAJOR EDITING AT THE MOMENT**

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Coming Up For Air cover

Save me (Lashton) cover

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Save You (Lashton AU) cover

If Walls Could Talk (lashton)

The last thing Ashton ever wanted to do was hurt Luke, but he couldn't help it. The singer was just so beautiful, so ethereal and otherworldly that it took his breath away most of the time. Everyone felt that way about their best friend though, right? It was normal. No use getting unnecessary feelings involved, it was better this way. Luke understood. Luke wasn't sure when this thing between him and Ashton started, or how it started, but it didn't matter. He was in too deep to go back now. So Luke would let Ashton use him, hurt his feelings and crawl back with apologies. Because at the end of the day, even when Luke had to watch Ashton leave the bar with a new pretty blonde each night, he knew the drummer would eventually end up back in his bed. And Luke told himself he was okay with that.