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Now I'm changed {soukoku}

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Parts 20
Time 8h 28m

Reads 114,132
Votes 3,010
Parts 20
Time 8h 28m

ability akutagawa angst angstwithhappyending atsushi boyslove boyxboy bsd bungoustraydogs chuuya chuuyanakahara dazai dazaiosamu drinking fluff gay gaylove kyouka powers romance shinsoukoku smuttyfanfic smutwarning soukoku

After Dostoyevesky's death having Dazai nearly witnessing the death of all of his friends, he finally has an actual change in heart. Despite that, he's plagued with horrid nightmares of everyone dying and all because of him. As always he can't seem to get away from Chuuya either with him being the focal point of every nightmare and it did have an impact on him. 

Dazai realises he in fact holds  strong feelings for the short ginger man. Naturally, of course when one side of double black changes so does the other. 

All this while trying to deal with 7 missing people and 6 missing families is a lot to juggle.
 

𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 
- mentions of suicide - graphic depiction of suicide 
- mentions of self harm - mentions of death 
 -swearing, mentions of alcoholism - alcohol - smut - graphic imageryAll Rights Reserved

ability akutagawa angst angstwithhappyending atsushi boyslove boyxboy bsd bungoustraydogs chuuya chuuyanakahara dazai dazaiosamu drinking fluff gay gaylove kyouka powers romance shinsoukoku smuttyfanfic smutwarning soukoku

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Forbidden Love |Soukoku| by DJ-3-Spoopy-5-Me

Kouyou grabbed Chuuya by the back of the collar as she began to drag him away, he tried to fight back struggling and reaching towards Dazai as he too was being drug away by Mori. The two were caught meeting in secret at the park near Mori's mansion. "NO STOP LET ME GO!" Chuuya yelled as he struggled against Kouyous grip. "PLEASE! DAZAI!" The boy gave out his last try as tears started falling from his eyes knowing there was no way he would see his lover again. Through his tears he took one last glance at Dazai and saw him mouth, 'we will see each other again, I promise'. His tears beginning to fall more as they lost sight of each other Chuuya brought his hands to cover his face, broken yet hopeful that he would see the bandaged boy again. *ᗯᗩᖇᑎIᑎG ᗰIᒪᗪ ᔕᗯEᗩᖇIᑎG (BC Chuuya come on) *ᗰEᑎTIOᑎᔕ ᔕᑌIᑕIᗪE ᗩᑎᗪ ᔕEᒪᖴ ᕼᗩᖇᗰ ᑭᒪEᗩᔕE ᗷE ᗯᗩᖇᑎEᗪ!!!

To my dear Chuuya... by VioletFlowers134

"Yokohama school for troubled teens". Such a fancy name for a prison. They call it a school, but everyone knows that once you get in there, your future is already written, and it's anything but good. Dazai has been a resident of this "school" for well over a year and he's got quite the reputation amongst the other "students". There are plenty of rumors about his mysterious past, and they are all the more terrifying when you find out that more than half of them are true. Chuuya was sent to this facility after being kicked out of one of the many foster homes he's been into. And, unfortunately for him, he has the great pleasure of being Dazai's roommate. ****************************************** "Oh, come on, stop being so mean. You know you'll never find someone else like me," Dazai teases Chuuya, slinging his arm over the shorter boy's shoulder. "Thank God," Chuuya replies, rolling his eyes while trying to push Dazai away. ****************************************** ⚠️The picture used for the cover was found on Pinterest⚠️

Soukoku: Double white || Transported to the TPN by hey_bunny___

"Tch, this is what they mean by sorry? Hah... Now... Where is Chuuya? Is he even here?" Dazai mutters before looking at the small Chuuya looking boy. He walked closer to the boy and questions him. "So small! Are you Chuuya's son or something? Nah~ no way would someone like that chibi even if they were drunk!" "Oi Dazai!" The small boy speaks in an oh so familiar tone. "Look at yourself, you mackerel! You're as small as me!" "Eh?!" ---------------------------------------------------- For Dazai and Chuuya, being in a 7-year-old body wasn't the least of their problems. Turns out the situation of this world was worse. #1 in soukoku: 7th Jan 2022 #3 in bsd: 26th Feb 2022 #1 in Chuuya: 5th April 2022 #1 in Dazai: 9 May 2022 #1 in DazaiOsamu: 5 May 2022 #2 in TPN: 5 May 2022 #1 in Gracefield: 5 May 2022 #1 in ChuuyaxDazai: 16 Jun 2022 #1 in skk: 14 Jul 2022 #2 in Ray: 29 Sept 2022 #1 in Gilda: 14 November 2023

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Forbidden Love |Soukoku|

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