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Now I'm changed {soukoku}

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Reads 100,535
Votes 2,761
Parts 20
Time 8h 28m

ability akutagawa angst angstwithhappyending atsushi boyslove boyxboy bsd bungoustraydogs chuuya chuuyanakahara dazai dazaiosamu drinking fluff gay gaylove kyouka powers romance shinsoukoku smuttyfanfic smutwarning soukoku

After Dostoyevesky's death having Dazai nearly witnessing the death of all of his friends, he finally has an actual change in heart. Despite that, he's plagued with horrid nightmares of everyone dying and all because of him. As always he can't seem to get away from Chuuya either with him being the focal point of every nightmare and it did have an impact on him. 

Dazai realises he in fact holds  strong feelings for the short ginger man. Naturally, of course when one side of double black changes so does the other. 

All this while trying to deal with 7 missing people and 6 missing families is a lot to juggle.
 

𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 
- mentions of suicide - graphic depiction of suicide 
- mentions of self harm - mentions of death 
 -swearing, mentions of alcoholism - alcohol - smut - graphic imageryAll Rights Reserved

ability akutagawa angst angstwithhappyending atsushi boyslove boyxboy bsd bungoustraydogs chuuya chuuyanakahara dazai dazaiosamu drinking fluff gay gaylove kyouka powers romance shinsoukoku smuttyfanfic smutwarning soukoku

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