" She's gone, and it's all my fault, I then let myself fall onto my side and I lay there sobbing uncontrollably. I hear sirens in the distance most likely coming to pick up the splattered remains of my beloved Emerald. The sirens are getting closer and I've stopped wailing, although the tears keep rolling down my face, everything around me starts to get quiet and I can only hear myself think. " That night, 15 year old Clarabella, known as Claire to most, lost the only thing she's ever loved. Her first love. Emerald Rose White. Her girlfriend of two years commits suicide, after that night Claire loses herself. She starts getting into .. Bad things.. She vows to never ever love anyone again. Until she meets Lucas. Maybe he can change her life for the better.