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Pessimistic Friendships (bxb)

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Cyr's life is far from perfect. His crippling depression is causing all his problems to be slowly destroying him bit by bit, and nobody around him seems to notice. Cyr's biggest problem is James, his devilishly handsome best friend who is more than Cyr could ever ask for. In a heartbeat, James could make Cyr's worries disappear like they never existed. In another heartbeat, Cyr could crash back down to reality as he realizes just how in love he is with his best friend, and how very far away he is from making his love a mutual thing.
A dangerous opportunity is suddenly thrown at him, and he has no choice but to take it, but how exactly will this cause Cyr's life to turn out?
More importantly, how will it cause Cyr to turn out?All Rights Reserved

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