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If not for me then who

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depression dysphoria feelings garbage poem

Just my garbage feelings on dysphoria, depression and I guess suicide? 
Not sure how I want to write these...I'm too tired to figure it out now so enjoy I guess...
And also trigger warning if your sensitive to any of the aboveAll Rights Reserved

depression dysphoria feelings garbage poem

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