SEARCHING FOR MY ANSWER
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Ongoing, First published Oct 24, 2020
The past,how much we try to escape always chases after us and it is not exceptional for Naina. A guilt from her past days always destroy her every moments,a guilt which doesn't meant that much to her close ones always try to tie her up by a boundary.

But what is the real reason of her guilt?what happened to her in past days?Could Naina ever overcome her dark past and lead a happy life?

Let's turn over the pages of diary and ran to Naina's past days when everything was about to start..


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He is my brother and I know him very well,he has some major issues...he can do anything... Naina is a innocent girl so please don't ...
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