Ellen Limeru

This is about a girl named Ellen. She hasn't got any friends or mother, she feels as if she has no purpose in this world. When people start losing ones close to them and relationships or friendships getting ripped into small pieces the size of shattered glass... she feels good about it.
She feels like things are easier when everyone else is suffering and feeling her pain and in a way, it helps get her through her day.
She's quite lonely most of the time and just to see everyone else feel the way that she has felt for several years of her life, just makes her feel sort of- well, happy.
One day she meets someone. Somebody special and dear, Ellen.. ends up not as lonely, she doesn't feel that same feeling that she had felt when friendships get torn apart. Instead, she generates new, almost familiar feelings...