Blade// A.I

I don't know how I became depressed. It just happens I guess. When I was 6 years old my mother told me. What suicide was, she told me when you kill your self it's called suicide... She also told me that If you succeed then you turn into a crow, and I was very fond of it. She told me while we were walking past a crazy highway and I watched as the cars sped by me. I had this odd feeling like-like I wanted to run I front of one and just die. As I thought of that I thought of what the kids say about me during class. Fat. Gross. Hairy. It was much more but that's all my little mind could take.

What would happen if I was to run when I was younger... I wouldn't have this blade on my wrist but I also, wouldn't have you, Calum, or Mikey my only best friends... It's too confusing I hate it!

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Basically ash is telling Luke about his life after knowing each other for a long time. So yeah have fun reading and if u need some one to talk to dm me on IG//@Tworkitstyles