Shitty Jegulus Story

So I may not be the best writer in the world but there's not alot of Jegulus storys on the internet compared to other ships

James is a transgender male and Regulus is questioning their gender identity and sexuality
its James's 5th yr at Hogwarts which makes it Regulus's 4th yr and this is a no Voldemort au cos no one likes that egg head

James potter's mother is h**opho**c , tr**spho**c and has never been supportive of James and constantly misgenders and dead names James and ab**ive to James and Fleamont ( James's father ) James has always put up an act that everything's fine and its always worked and he's pretended to like Lily , he doesn't. He pretends that he's fine with people talking bad about him,but secretly everything everyone says as a joke or not gets to him.To everyone he seems fine , happy, loving his life but on the inside he's not ok , depressed , but worse of all he hates his life more than anyone has ever hated theirs .He feels alone like he fits into song lyrics better than he does real life ,so he puts up walls so thick and tall no one will ever know the truth unless he opens the gates

Regulus Black is the same yet so different to he's not the only kid who grew up that way hearing the the rhyme about sticks and stones as if broken bones hurt more than the names he got called and he got called them all so he grew up believing that no one would fall in love with them, well that was until they fell for there brothers best friend . And everytime that Lily Laughs or smirks at something James says he get filled with rage and jealousy thinking that is should be them not Lily but of course Regulus's barrier is built secure not even he can open the doors without a war going on , on the outside

What happens when they open the doors for eachother .....