"Don't be sorry that make me more pitiful..with your pretty lips please hurry,kill me and go.
i'am all right,look at me one last time,smiles like nothing wrong.so when I Miss you,I can remember,I can draw your face in my mind.."
***
"I know...your heart just for him...and I know my limit as your nothing..but..can you kiss me with sincerely just for tonight,Namjoon arh...?"
"You are misunderstanding me but..Mian'ne..Jiemin arh.."
My selfishness that couldn't let you go
Turned into obsession that imprisioned you
Were you hurt because of me..?
You sit silently,why I can't forget you..?
You're already gone..
Jiemin kisses his love,his super alpha for the last time with no regretness..
"I want you can feel my love...before..I cant see or remember about you again,Namjoon arh..just one night..please..."
"I'am sorry,Jiemin arh.,my omega...he is needing me now.."
***
your eyes ,nose,lips,your touch that used to touch me,to the end of your fingertips..I can still feel you but like a burnt out flame,burnt and destroyed all our love..its hurt so much..but now I'll call you a memory.."
Jiemin looks teary when touches his tummy.
"I'am sorry baby...we are dumped..let's die together..."
***
your black eyes,that only saw me,your nose that helds the sweetest breath,your lips that whispered i love you..I love you.."
Namjoon stunned , believing and not...separated between real and illustion...,when seeing Jiemin jumped and that tiny bloody body on his car rooftop already..with his teary eyes stared at his super alpha and whispered..I love you..love you so much...
You left a million welt of regret for me..
Leaving a million tears for me to keep on saying your name..
You leave me alone..and I cried without being able to cried out..
You smiled at me...I know you are forget all about us already...
"Jiemin arh..open your eyes..I'll do anything for you...give me one more chance..please.."
Seokjin's sudden death from a road accident was something nobody could get over.
"He is dead. He isn't coming back."
His lover and fiance, Namjoon, wouldn't believe that he was gone and his grief drives him into believing that Seokjin would come back.
"He thinks he's back."
"He says that Jin's spoken to him. That he's returned to him."
His friends become terrified when he claims that Seokjin had returned, and that he'd never left. They assumed that Namjoon's broken heart had led him into facing hallucinations and that he was becoming mentally ill.
"He's losing it."
But Namjoon didn't care what they thought. Death couldn't separate Seokjin from him.
"He's just your fucking imagination!!!"
And even when he lands in a mental hospital, he doesn't care about getting out. He needs Seokjin and he was there, right there, talking to him. What else mattered?
Did insanity matter as long as he could see the love of his life?
"Promise me. Promise me that you'll never leave me behind."
"I promise, Joonie. I'll stay with you. Always."
NAMJIN AU
With
Taekook
Yoonminseok
Started on: 13th November, 2022
Ended on: 8th July, 2023
Finished editing on: 8th June, 2024
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