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Confronting emotions was never a power I'd come to posess. Being able to feel anything I needed to feel to process as a normal person was something completely strange to me.

My name is Samyrah Rain James, I'm 19 years old still living at home.. well I was. I grew up with a normal family. I was an only child until recently, my baby brother is three years old. I only stayed home to help watch my brother until one day my dad decided to kick me out. 

Even day one on my journey I caused trouble. Hopefully I can manage! The love of my life went into the marines leaving me in a giant house all by myself for the next few years. Least we thought I'd be by myself.All Rights Reserved

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Mil SO (Military Significant Other) by CaylahWest

My chest hurt as an empty feeling rushed over me. My breathing picked up as I clutched my chest. It was painful but yet, oh so familiar. Black dots swam in my vision as my heart beat wildly. I closed my eyes and tried to calm my breathing. Panic attacks weren't uncommon for me. I'd had them ever since the accident. I felt the tears roll down my cheeks as my face heated. It was getting harder to breath. It felt like the walls were closing in around me, and the oxygen was being sucked out of the room. "Iris! Calm down. You have to calm down," a voice sounded from a distance. It was too late; I was in full panic attack mode. My body shook as I sobbed in gasps. I felt hands on my arms but barely. I was too far-gone. The black dots increased as my breathing did. I'd done this too many times to know what was coming next. I hyperventilated until I passed out completely. ~ After a traumatic event that led to her family's death, Iris moves with her Aunt to California to try and start over. Iris Morgan grew up a military brat. With her dad in the Marines, she grew accustomed to that lifestyle, until she was ripped from it. Now she has to be the new girl all over again. Only this time, she has to keep her PTSD in check as well as survive a high school full of teen celebrites, cute boys, and around the clock drama. All Iris has to do is survive two years until graduation, but what comes after graduation may prove to be more difficult than high school itself.

Worst Summer Ever... (Book 7 of Adopted by Jenna and Tyler Joseph) by GaylaBer

Samantha Joseph has worked hard overcoming the many traumas that have plagued her life. Her birth father was abusive, but she's got a new and loving family. Her birth father kidnapped her shortly after her adoption was finalized. She was in a traumatic car accident with her adoptive father, the frontman of the alternative band 'Twentyone Pilots'. But she healed. She lost her right leg because of complications from the accident. But she healed, got a new lease on life and learned to forge a new path forward. She lost one of her best friends in a school shooting last June. She had her innocence stolen at a dance. But it's the summer before her Senior year in high school. It's time for fun, friends and family, right?

ZOE SUPPORT CLUB! by -02darkpoet14-

BASED ON REAL LIFE STORIES... First, welcome to the first ever and most active support club! We whole heartedly welcome you amazing people who have battled their fights like real heroes and never gave up. Your scars are the tattoos of your bravery, strength and courage. Support club provides you a platform to share your real life experiences with the world. You've the right to speak you opinion, let everyone hear you. Let people know, how strong and fearless you're. This is a place where everyone will listen to you, help you, catch you, heal you but will never let you fail. "It's okay to be tired, you're allowed to take a strategic time out. But giving up is not an option. Get up, stand up, fix your crown and play the resume button on your life." You can share anything and everything you want. Even the silliest of problems, because no problem is silly if it can disturb your mind. Even if you're tensed about, why isn't my book geting a better response, then we will help you out of it as well. Trouble just knocked your door? Support club is your call! Anything and everything, any time and anywhere! We are waiting to listen to your battles, all you've to do is pour them out. No one will judge, no one will comment, it's just you and your amazing tales. We will try our best to provide solutions; from boyfriend troubles to sick of office work, from teenage dramas to emotional issues, from mental scars to irrational fight: we are here for you!

Forever In Love by nobootyads

Am I ever going to completely forget? Is he? Is true love forever? Is fate real? I'm still wondering. This story is inspired by true events.

For you, Mate by winterdecemberevery

"'Jason!', I moaned out. I could feel his member twitch inside of me as he let out a shaky breath. I always knew the effect my moans had on him. Our now sweaty bodies interlocked with each other as I lay on the soft mattress. My left hand in his hair, pulling lightly. My right on his strong bicep. My waist against his abs. My legs interlocked on his hips as I pulled him closer. His knees on bed. His left palm on my waist as he gently gives it a squeeze. His right palm next to my head, supporting his whole body. His hair messy as beads of sweat roll down his forehead." .............................................................................................................. Was the mate bond just something special and magical? Did it ever occur to you that it was like an obligation for two people to fall in love with each other? Wasn't it something that forces two people to stay together? You don't feel like rejecting them. But, you don't fall in love with them, despite trying? The need to mate with them keeps clawing at your mind and you can't help but touch them? This is exactly how Alpha Jason Sanders, 24 felt when he met his mate, Jessica Watson, 21. To overcome his whirlwind of thoughts, he desperately needs some space from her and thus, he leaves her. What's going to happen when he finally gathers his thoughts together and comes back to her? How is their relationship going to end? Is it going to get it's happily ever after? ....................... Join in on their bittersweet yet steamy journey through the ups and downs to find out. .............................. WARNING: Rated R. Contains very mature sexual descriptions and swear words.

Unexpected Storm by Aria_Xz

" I've slept in his bed more times than I can count since I was probably 5, so why all of sudden do I feel nervous to be this close to him?" I shift in my spooned position as his hand slowly wraps around my waist to pull me closer, something not different than usual. Yet, the feeling of his skin against mine makes my stomach clench, forming a tight knot that makes it difficult to breathe. Before I can react, however, his peppery breath is on me. " What's wrong, Kitten? Suddenly feeling nervous?" I can feel the smirk spreading on his perfect lips as he forces me to turn. His eyes have never looked so dark and dangerous, yet I can't seem to look away from him. Storm Davis, what the hell is going on with you? I was five the first time I met the Davis family and since then, Andrea has been my best friend. When my family moved for work reasons 5 years ago, Andrea and I were destroyed but the Davis and my parents had the most brilliant idea. Every winter, Andrea will come and stay with us for a month and, every summer, I will come and visit them. Last year, however, my dad passed away, so I didn't make it here, but Andrea stayed with me instead which helped me a lot. Now I'm ready to go and, as I board the plane there is only weird thought in my mind: Will Storm be there too?

Everything Hurts by analiciapaloma

I knew what was coming later tonight, not only at home, but on the way there. I knew that reacting right now would just make it worse though. So I kept quiet and pretended that I was not dreading when I would be alone with the man that stood beside me, wondering when it became so normal to do so. Jason and Alicia have the perfect relationship from the outside looking in, but Alicia has kept her wounded spirit and body hidden well. After another one of Jason's violent rages that is impossible to hide, Alicia is finally able to get away from the abuse though. In the process of healing, she begins to relearn what trust, compassion, and safety are once again - that is, until Jason discovers her whereabouts. All Rights Reserved © Copyrights analiciapaloma 2014 © 2017 edits by Analicia Feliciano Book Cover Design by Analicia Feliciano (FIRST FOUR CHAPTERS *ORIGINAL AND UNEDITED* AVAILABLE HERE. PUBLISHED E-BOOK/PAPERBACK EDITION AVAILABLE ON AMAZON. LINK IN BIO.)

In The Arms of The Alexin King by insdove

Ala (pronounced a-la) It is 2053, Earth is now home to the Alexins. The Alexins are a race of super humans who arrived on Earth in the year 2040 after their planet was no longer habitable. Alexins are stronger than us. They live longer, heal faster, and a select few can teleport without the use of technology. The King of the Alexins and the leaders of Earth agree to live in peace and allow citizens to intermarry. A rogue army arises killing, raping, stealing,and capturing innocent people. My family is attacked like many others, but I kill three rogues to protect my siblings. I fall in love with the Alexin King then I found out he has someone else. I am hurt, alone, and pregnant with his babies. A few years after the babies are born I fall for a guy named Jason despite God's warnings. Jason thinks me and my children are dead. I am not only physically, but emotionally scarred. King Brileon's boys come to me for protection after almost being killed. The King walks in to retrieve his boys and that is when I realize that old emotions and feelings are still alive for him. I thought my heart was over him, but it is not. King Brileon (Bri- pronounced like brian and leon- pronounced like le-awn) Forced into a loveless marriage I marry Trisha only for her to perish after the birth of our son. I find my soul mate, make love to her, than leave. I am terrified. I have never loved anyone before. The feelings I have for Ala intensify no matter how far I am from her as well as the bond. I meet Danica a gorgeous woman who I know is not from Earth. Where she is from I have no idea. There is no planets besides Earth, Alexin, and Liria that I know of. I ask Danica to marry me trying to deny the feelings I have for Ala still. Danica betrays me and tries to kidnap my sons. They flee and run to Ala for protection. I see her again and can no longer deny the feelings I have for her. Will she take me back or have I lost her forever?

All I hide by moshi317

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Gods and Goddesses {Book 1 In The Heavens Series} by Mabsher

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