All of a sudden

Taylor and I have known each other for a while now; we've been friends which seemed like years. He knows everything about me, even my darkest secrets. It’s funny to think that I trust him with all of this even though we’'ve been friends for only 6 months.
But there’s one thing I forgot to mention I have a huge crush on Taylor but he’s my friend and I don’t want to ruin anything what I have now. If I ruin it with him I truly have no one else, except my friend Lucy.
Many chances had come and gone however I've never managed to him how I truly feel. The feeling eats me inside out and I just bottle it. But what happened next blew everything out of proportion...