Broken Promise

I craved his attention, I needed him, I wanted him more than I had ever wanted anyone. I had no idea who I was falling in love with, it was all being done through a screen. Yeah, we had video chatted, talked on the phone, spent hours texting back and fourth, but it was over almost 2 months before I had the courage to meet him in person. He seemed like a pretty decent guy, he was sweet, had his own vehicle, he worked for what he had, his friends were nice from what I could tell. Everything seemed perfect. He seemed perfect. Everything about him was perfect. Then there I was a total disaster, my mental health was honestly not the best. My parents had just divorced, my father was using again, I was trying to work and finish school. There was so much going on in my life, and then here comes this guy who seems to have walked right out of my dreams. He was honestly too good to be true. I want him, I want him badly. I would do anything to be with him, regardless of the consequences.