inclination; on hold
bktherulastan
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bktherulastan
Ongoing, First published Oct 27, 2020
bestfriendsblackgirlbwwmconfidentcontrollingdarkromancedarkskinintelligentlovemafiapossessiveromancetoxic
(lowercase intended, darkskin main character)

"getting to know you has been the best thing to happen to me, and i'd be damned if i let you leave over that." he said, with certainty.

there was nothing else i could do or say in this situation, i knew what he was like. we were bordering on toxic with this relationship, but everything about him pulls me back. he doesn't make it any easier for me either, with his constant back and forth mood swings.

but my willpower was strong, strong enough to resist a man who i knew was wrong for me. even if i tried, this man wouldn't let me leave him.

"this is toxic, you're too- we need to take a break." i said, trying to reason.

"you don't get to say whether you leave or not, you've sealed your fate, babe. don't worry, you'll be treated as you deserve." he said.
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