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make me feel alive (dazai x reader)

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bungoustraydogs dazai xreader

"you left me here! you know better then anyone else what they are like dazai!" you yelled with tears pricking your eyes.
"i know. and i regret it everyday" 


the story of two damaged souls. one got away from the constant pain of the port mafia. one is beyond saving.

lots of angstAll Rights Reserved

bungoustraydogs dazai xreader

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Red; Blood and Love | Dazai X Reader by Cuteplosion_Xo

Before the intro, I would like to shout out a friend. They requested the idea be made into a fic so here it is. Sunshine and rainbows, they say. When you're a child, it's easy to fold into the happiness of being a child. The world's weights don't exist for you. As we grow, we discover pain; Are we really discovering it, or have our eyes simply opened to pain? Their childhood is but a fuzzy memory, blocking away the mental pain. Even now, they can't quite remember if they had a family or if they were loved. Even as a port mafia executive, they don't have much. Their only true bond is with a boy who knows the betrayal within their heart. It should have been them, not the one who put the betrayal in their heart. When they are hit with an ability and their whole body and mind turned back into that vulnerable child, why is it Dazai who gets the job of looking after them? Why can't it be somebody who won't cause distraction in their heart when they are back to an adult? Top 10 in # 9 in bsdxreader on 11/17/21

the beauty of water | o. dazai ✔ by thunder_roses

𝚆𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚘𝚝𝚑 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚞𝚕, 𝚊 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚘 𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚝. 𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚒𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚊 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚎𝚊𝚙𝚘𝚗. 𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙾𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚞 𝙳𝚊𝚣𝚊𝚒 𝚖𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚊 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚎𝚕𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛--𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚊 𝚋𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐. - - - (Y/n) (L/n) was a young detective, one with great promise and an almost guaranteed future full of success. When this is ripped from her, she happens to meet the Armed Detective Agency and becomes a vital member. One day, a year after joining, a new young man gets joined with her friend and coworker, Doppo Kunikida. This man, Osamu Dazai, takes an immediate interest in the ex-officer. She just happens to also take an immediate interest in him as well. - - - Bungo Stray Dogs goes to their respective owners, I do not and will never own Bungo Stray Dogs. This is a Fem!reader x Dazai, so I will be using she/her pronouns throughout the story. Warning: This does contain themes of violence, murder, and suicide (seriously, have you met Dazai?). - - - Dark Mode: ✔ Started: 9/8/20 Finished: 11/13/20 Overall Word Count: 50,044 words

PIED PIPER | dazai osamu by dvtoyevsky

Dazai / reader | Your heart is lost; he had eaten it. Trapped in his web, your memories stretched thin against the cradle of his fingers; you are at his mercy. He had stitched you to his heart, carefully, burying you in your own echo...that echo being another echo...He says that it was for your own good; yet you still feel the stab of the needle, the knife cutting the thread loose, only to tighten you against his chest, becoming one. At the end of the day, by a mirror, you would ask yourself: Who was I? Who am I? Eve or Adam: Eve from his brittle rib, or Adam for creating Dazai into the man he was now? But the person staring back wouldn't be you.

Until Our Stars Align-Soukoku/Dazai X Chuuya by I_Will_Exist_Now

Soulmates. Their names are written in big bold, beautiful colors on the back of your hand. Eventually they will show up, and they will become your only love. They were made for you, and you were made for them. It is a perfect tale of romance, but two unfortunate souls never found their romance. Dazai and Chuuya. Their soulmates never showed. They were left stranded and alone. Nobody loved them, so in their search for love they both joined the Port Mafia. Their gifts matched better than any others, their personalities clashed into a beautiful hatred. The impossible may have been possible for these two. Their souls were so distant and tainted with such a sorrow, that if they joined they could become a different being that would forever be no longer human. If they decided to make their stars align.

GET HIM BACK ! # DAZAI OSAMU by kkabuki

"i just miss you, in a quite simple desperate human way." ━ where your ex boyfriend dazai osamu shows up after leaving you out of the blue in a shitty confusing relationship back in the port mafia, and he likes to think you're still his. you're more than happy to show him you're not. dazai osamu x fem reader. ©️ kioyu / bsd au

The Spirits [Dazai x Reader] by g4y_fuck3r

Dazai ex Port mafia executive, Y/n current Port mafia executive they were past lovers until the sudden disappearance of Dazai Osamu and was found on the other side what will y/n do with their first encounter? Read to see. #10 dazaixreader 17/2/22 All art in this story isn't mine if you know who the artist is please tell me for any of the work I put in this story! :)

Ambivalent • DazaixReaderxChūya by makiizzenin

COMPLETED. ❦ ambivalent; having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone. ❦ Because all is fair in love and war ❦ (Dazai X Reader) + (Chūya X Reader) ❦ Summary: You have only been living in Japan for 2 years when things take a sudden turn and you find yourself being taken care of at the infamous armed detective agency. Learning of your ability, the Port Mafia tries to capture you and take you in themselves, but soon you find yourself torn between 2 sides...or maybe you are just torn between 2 men? Fighting your own mixed feelings and ideals, do either really care what happens to you? ❦ THANK YOU TO MY FRIEND MAR FOR MAKING THIS AMAZING FRONT COVER!! (@marster_)

𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐞 // Dazai Osamu x Psycho Reader by loser-core

**Small smut/ gore warning! **Perfect grammar/ spelling not included **Good story not included **SPOILERS **lol, you don't have to be a Psycho to read this (what I mean by psycho is that you're just in the mafia) TacosTheTrash presents: Nothing More! ... It started out as a mission. 'Collect information on Dazai Osamu and get him to rejoin the Port Mafia. If he refuses to join, kill him.' The catch is, I had to get close to him first. I got a little too close. I got attached. He deserves to know the truth. He deserves more. He deserves better. But how will I continue?

Emotions [Dazai x Reader] ✓ by AnAlienFromJupiter

"Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game, but the risk is that you surely lose the person for a lifetime." Love is as complicated as it gets. It can be found in the most unexpected of places and manifest before we ourselves realise it. And it seems no different when [Y/N] experiences this herself. But the complications of love are hardly ever mentioned, and when they are, those already victims of love are way too deep into it to have salvation. 🅲🅾🅼🅿🅻🅴🆃🅴🅳: 08 / 02 / 2021 🅷🅸🅶🅷🅴🆂🆃 🆁🅰🅽🅺🅸🅽🅶: bsd #124 bungo #1 portmafia #65 dazai #114 osamudazai #35 dazaiosamu #5 dazaixreader #12 dazaiosamuxreader #13 [I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or its characters, nor do I own the photo used for the cover, and this story has been heavily based on an original by @dazaiuu] [Dazai x fem! Reader - She/her pronouns will be used]

Me Before YOU - BSD ✔ by w_kai1

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