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Fixated on You

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Reads 3,317
Votes 573
Parts 24
Time 3h 6m

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Pain. Fears. Affairs. Drugs.

After being abandoned by her own father because of her mother, Amber finds comfort in the next best thing, heroin.

After developing a serious addiction, Amber is sent away to LA to start a new life, in hopes of studying something she used to love - Psychology.

In fear of being judged, she struggles to hide her addiction from the new people around her.

Especially after she meets Cyrus - who has deep secrets of his own. Even some he's not aware of.

In a game where those who keep their secrets hidden the best are the strongest, Amber and Cyrus must learn to find their own way. Even if they may just be each other's way.

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